06/06/2026
Dear parishioners and guests,
I am thoroughly enjoying reading Fr. Donald Haggerty’s book Conversion: Spiritual Insights into an Essential Encounter with God, which I have been sharing with you for the past several Sundays. Here I share another very insightful excerpt:
“For all the drama and protracted struggle that often accompany a serious conversion, the soul may be only briefly flooded with peace. Everything is not at all so settled and secure. Especially in a young man or woman who has open options, a return to grace raises more questions, provokes further, unresolved yearnings. A deeper, unknown reality in life now beckons with unexplored promise. The prospect of experiencing God at a greater depth of intimacy is likely soon to seize the soul. At first it is hardly felt, and even ignored, but the repetition of this offer can pulse with insistence, at least for a period of time. It would seem that God exercises a pattern with souls during this interlude. For along with the invitation to seek him and to taste his truth in a personal way, God seems to pose a more radical and distressing question. This question cannot be trifled with or delayed for too long without a loss. Soon it may no longer disturb the soul, and something irrecoverable can be squandered. A sacred possibility burns in these days that a soul may not realize sufficiently...to belong completely to God? to give entirely to God? Never are these words shouted; never are they heard in a tone of forceful command. Rather, a whisper speaks them gently from a depth inside the soul. They demand attention and courage because the voice is soft. It is a quiet, delicate summons and, for that reason, easily deflected or silenced. The risk is that the invitation will fade without notice, disappearing beneath the flow of life sweeping across the surface of days. For a limited time, the need for recognition will press upon the soul as though a kind of mysterious deadline is present. Yet a soul may not realize it. An impulse of generosity must take place, the awakening of a perception. Otherwise, the courage for great things present for a time after a conversion will begin to dull. Giving oneself in a great gift to God may soon seem a bizarre and quixotic notion, the imaginings of a temporary delirium. Caution and hesitancy and indecisiveness toward God will intrude, a fear of unnamed costs in getting too close to God. It may not take long before the attraction of a bold choice for God will drift into forgetfulness. This of course does not mean that a soul loses faith. What it does lose, and for some souls not without a lifelong regret, is the fire of a love and a longing for God that with one resolute leap might have become the great passion of an entire life.”
Fr. Kenny St. Hilaire, Pastor