Did you know this page is censored on Google's search engine?! NO Freedom of Speech for me!!!!!!! This page is the complete and expanded form of the first five volumes of my personal journal. Due to relation issues with the neighborhood that could arise I have chosen to hold this page in suspension by keeping it unpublished BUT available and at my fingertips the minute someone might choose to look
into things. Volume 6 starts my new page They Drone Me Crazy Too with an amazing and important event happening in the beginning; the elimination of the cards of characters that were in my head for 5 long years. It is an exploratory explanation of things and events and real plot but not accusing neighbors of doing any of it. I live in a glass house so throwing stones only gets more people concerned and on a path of retaliation rather than cooperation. Losing 50-60% of my lower front of my jawbone by the age of 47 is certainly alarming and that evidence isn't going anywhere fast anytime soon. Hopefully I will be able to get the answers I seek in what has occurred with my body because an "its the drugs" excuse or cause just doesn't add up. Occasional, not daily, use of a drug during less than a five year period couldn't possibly end up being responsible for that amount of bone disintegration. It's honestly baffling and is quite unheard of. If you agree with that ideation then other users of the same drug for a period of time of a dozen years should have no jawbone left at all and that too is just simply not the case. Answers are what I seek and more questions appear instead as time moves forward. Answers will be tough to find as those responsible likely never want to be found out and I continue to make peace with that truth and have acceptance for those things that have occurred in the past. See for yourself on my new page where stalking cases and photographs and video are not a part of the message and a larger focus on a spiritual awakening and life mission and recovery dominate the content held within. It's also an amazing true story of a solid group of fraternity brothers and their collective intervention and assistance in my time of greatest need demonstrates that we are the real heroes and angels in each other's lives who preform miracles through our actions of love and compassion and simply sharing stories of relatable experience with troubled periods in their pasts. We DO recover! I hope you will visit They Drone Me Crazy Too and spread the amazing story of real life events to your friends and family that you love.
