09/02/2026
Theology Is Messy By Design:
During my 53 years on this earth, the Lord has led me to take many different approaches to study scripture: devotionally, academically, historically, exegetically, critically, hungrily, sporadically, sequentially, etc., etc.
Through it all, I have learned to love it deeply. It never stops challenging, changing, exposing, teaching, and nourishing me. Simply put, under the Holy Spirit's teaching, the Bible is a never ending supply of life for me.
As I'm neck deep in multiple research and writing projects, this remains true: The more I know the less I know.
I've come to believe that theology is messy by design. Man has tried to systematize it way too often in order to understand/feel safe with it. We argue with each other about too much.
Where it is meant to be simple, we have made it complex. Where it is complex, we have over simplified it. Why?
Because God set it up to remain outside of our control.
It's all bigger than me. But what a joy to each day take a journey to new depths and heights of this vast reality guided by none other than the Holy Spirit. He is a most excellent teacher.
But I have had to learn to be a better student. Each day I have to decide once again to be teachable. If I want to know the Truth that will set me free, I must seek Him.
Truth is a person and His name is Jesus. Knowing Him (not just of Him) sets me free. He sets the rules of engagement--not me. Repentance and surrender is non-negotiable.
All mysteries are revealed in Him. Because it is about meeting Him. Loving Him. Becoming alive in Him.
Genesis to Revelation all point to Him. He is the Word of God. And G-Z is the only real systemized theology I need.
"For whoever would save his life will lose it, but whoever loses his life for my sake will find it."
Matthew 16:25.
New day, new mercy. I once again joyfully surrender all!