09/06/2026
DEVOTION- Riding the Horse of Suffering with God
“Not only that, but we rejoice in our sufferings, knowing that suffering produces endurance, and endurance produces character, and character produces hope.” — Romans 5:3-4 ESV
Shortly after my sister’s brain cancer diagnosis, which I deemed unfair, God brought to mind several events in the Bible that appeared unfair. Jesus’ short life and sacrificial death could be perceived as unjust, but that was God’s design and plan for our salvation. Joseph and his coat of many colors was another example laid on my heart. He was hated by his brothers due to jealousy and sold into Egyptian slavery. God used this treachery and allowed Joseph to save God’s people when Pharaoh made him second in charge.
What seemed unfair to man was, in fact, God’s providence.
My sister’s thick skin and determination impressed me. With the loss of her short-term memory due to the tumors, concentrating on conversations frustrated her, but she kept trying. Pain crossed her face as she concentrated on eating, yet she never complained. When she could no longer use the restroom on her own, she humbly allowed others to assist her.
My heart ached over the pain she endured. When I focused on her suffering, I still couldn’t understand God’s purpose. But when I turned my attention toward God, Christ’s suffering came to mind. Jesus didn’t undergo a spinal tap like my sister—soldiers flogged Him with leather strips embedded with sharp pieces of bone and metal. Jesus didn’t suffer from brain cancer like she did—soldiers forced a crown of thorns onto His head. Jesus didn’t gradually lose His motor skills as my sister did—His torturous death on the cross left Him gasping for every breath. Even my loving family members and friends who surrounded my sister throughout her suffering showed me Jesus endured worse. The many who welcomed Him with shouts of “Hosanna” on one week demanded His crucifixion the next.
My sister’s sufferings had a purpose for God. I took a deeper look and realized that her many sufferings over many years had only strengthened her endurance. At four years old, she survived third-degree burns covering her chest. Later, she underwent numerous skin grafts and endured relentless bullying doe to scars. Every painful experience in her life, I fully understood now, had led her to this season with brain cancer, giving her strength and hope to persevere.
Building Beauty and Strength from Within
Suffering produces endurance and shapes our character if we let it. Just as my sister refined her resilience, I see the trials we allow in our lives shape us for God’s purposes. Romans 5:3-4 reminds us that suffering is not empty; in the end it fills us with hopeful determination.
When faced with any hardship, it’s easy to ask, “Why me? Why them?” Yet God uses these trials to refine and shape us, much like an experienced craftsman; shaping with exact precision, a brick of clay or hand-blown glass.
While we may never fully understand the suffering God allows, we can trust His molding and strengthening us through it. The end result of a transformed life is not just about surviving any painful tragedy, but rather growing through it with a great hope that is anchored in Christ.
We can choose to look beyond our sufferings and ask God to help us see that He is developing godly character in us; endurance, character, and hope.
Questions to Reflect On:
1. How have you allowed past sufferings to shape your life and your faith to grow?
2. Based upon your current struggles, what hope do you have and where do you find it?
3. How can you help others know that God is with them, walking them through their trails?
Prayer
Dear God, I admit, my suffering and the suffering of loved ones is hard to watch. I want to trust You and Your plans, not me and my opinions. Help me see that You are in the middle of every trial and tribulation, every hurt and heartache, in my life. When my sufferings are crushing, set me eyes on You, strengthen my endurance and character, and fill me with hope. Help me encourage others in the same way. In Jesus’ name, Amen.