02/20/2021
I’ll be sharing in a little while. Just to give a heads up I’ve never done a live or video and so I’ll need everyone to bare with me. Many times when it comes to those closest to us as in our children and other family members we cannot understand why no matter what it isn’t enough. There’s no way to make up for our shortcomings. We failed because at the time of our addiction we were wreckless to ourselves and everyone around us. We were nog in Him therefore nothing was in order. Our relationships weren’t righteous because we can only be righteous in Him and by Him. Therefore we didn’t even know love we thought what we did was charitable and charity when in reality it was worldly. We at times struggle no matter how long we have been out of active addiction relapse is real and can happen if we faint. It is written “9 And let us not be weary in well doing: for in due season we shall reap, if we faint not.” Therefore if we continue abiding in Him doing His will and praying without stopping but remain steadfast in our faith we can stand and not faint because in our weakness His strength is made perfect. We will not be accepted in all situations we are all wrapped in flesh and just because someone else’s sin wasn’t and isn’t addiction doesn’t mean they’re farther in their walk therefore we must know we can attempt to make things right with others and bang our heads against those brick walls all day long trying to force them to forgive us and let it go yet it won’t happen until God is in the midst of it all. A righteous relationship can only happen when everyone in the relationship has been reconciled to God. We are all wrapped in flesh and fail daily. His grace is sufficient and His mercies are new it doesn’t say peoples it says His and to have this manifest in the physical means it manifests in the spirit until we allow it to reign in our life same for the next person so I ask you to NOT FAINT ! Be strong in Him. And know this too shall pass. Guess I got to typing so I’ll make a video later or tomorrow. Closing with prayer.....Lord God I humbly come to you and lift myself up to you and ask You to have your way in me to guide me and protect me as you have promised to do. I lift my hurt to You my weariness Lord and praise you and thank You for your Grace Mercy and Love and forgiveness for Your guidance and I ask for no one see me Lord but they may see You in me for all the Honor and Glory is yours. In Jesus Name