06/03/2026
Who Am I Becoming?
Scripture
“When they saw him, they worshiped him; but some doubted.”
— Matthew 28:17 (NRSV)
Reflection
One of the most surprising details in the Great Commission is that Matthew leaves doubt in the story.
The Gospel could have ended with certainty, confidence, and triumph. Instead, Matthew tells us that as the disciples stood before the risen Jesus, some worshiped and some doubted.
And Jesus commissioned them anyway.
That should change how we think about spiritual growth.
Many people imagine that becoming a mature Christian means eliminating all questions, all uncertainty, all struggle. But Jesus seems far more interested in the direction of our lives than in our ability to project certainty.
The disciples were not finished people. They were becoming people.
And so are we.
Dallas Willard often reminded us that every day, every choice, every habit is shaping us into someone. We are always being formed. The question is not whether we are being formed, but by what.
By fear or faith?
By resentment or forgiveness?
By self-protection or love?
By the noise of the world or the voice of Christ?
The good person, in the Kingdom of God, is not the person who never struggles. The good person is the one who keeps turning toward Jesus, allowing his life to shape theirs.
That is the invitation hidden inside the question:
Who am I becoming?
And perhaps the most hopeful answer is this:
You do not have to become someone else.
In Christ, you are becoming who you were meant to be.
Practice of Attention
At the end of today, spend five quiet minutes reviewing your day.
Ask yourself:
"What shaped me most today?"
Do not judge your answer.
Simply notice.
Then pray:
"Lord Jesus, form me in your likeness."