08/10/2026
Reminders from today's sermon at St Andrews Episcopal Church in Big Rapids MI! Mother Radhajyoti S. Michel-Trapaga delivered the sermon today.
In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
So in Matthew chapter 14, Jesus has just completed another miracle, he has fed at least 5000 people with a small amount of bread and fish, and he really needed that small bit of time alone that he was trying to get before the crowds of people followed him.
So he tells the disciples to get in the boat and sail away. The word used here is the same word that means "compelled" or "forced," so this wasn't just an invitation to get in the boat, he made them go, and then he took the time he needed alone to pray. But while the disciples were in the boat, storms come which are so fierce that they terrify the disciples, most of whom were fishermen, so they knew when storms were dangerous.
So these disciples who were fishermen were trapped in these storms so fierce that they could not calm them, and then in the early hours of the morning, Jesus comes to them walking on the water. And this terrifies them more. I would be afraid too if I were in the midst of a huge storm and a being came out to me walking on the water. So the disciples cry out that this must be a ghost, and Jesus responds, it's ok, it's just me.
The word Jesus uses there to say "it's me" in the Greek means I Am. Jesus says I Am. Over and over in the Bible we hear Jesus use this phrase. He says I am the bread of life, I am the way the truth and the life, all these things, but today walking toward the disciples on the water he just says I am. This name of God being called I Am goes back to Moses in the old testament. When Moses sees this burning bush that is on fire but is not being consumed, God says I Am. Not "I am God" or "I am" anything else, just "I Am." This is where we get the name of God as Yahweh.
So here Jesus ties the disciples back to older stories of their faith when God showed up in unexpected places. That God is the one who goes with them and shows up even in these difficult circumstances. So Peter immediately says "ok, if this is you, let me join you, let me come out and be part of this miracle with you." And Jesus says "ok Peter, come out here with me" so Peter goes out and walks to Jesus on the water. And we usually remember the next part of the story, right? Where Peter starts to sink, and we think "why did Peter sink? Did he not have enough faith?" But we skip over that for a moment, Peter did walk on the water.
Then Peter remembers where he is, and remembers the wind and the waves, and he falters for a moment and starts to sink. But I don't think it's his faith that falters, because as he sinks, he still cries out to Jesus. If it was his faith that had faltered, then why did he ask Jesus to save him? But he cries out to Jesus and Jesus reaches out his hand and saves Peter, and they return to the boat, and in response, they worship. They say "truly you are the son of God."
It is not in the midst of Jesus casting out demons or performing these big miracles that the disciples make this confession of faith. In Matthew's gospel, this is the first time the disciples make this profession of faith, and it's not out of a big showy miracle, it is out of the storm. It is the time they are surrounded by danger and death that they see the Lord, and one of them joins Jesus in this miracle and starts to sink but he cries out to the Lord and is still met with salvation. It is often the storms that teach us more about our faith than those mountaintop moments. It's the storms we remember.
Last week I served at our diocesan summer camp, and I got to try this high ropes course, and I'm not terrified of heights, but they're still scary, and I climbed up on this platform and I jumped across this bridge and I stopped to wait on this small platform and one of the students reached out to me and said "Morher Radha, would you like a hug?" And we stood there and hugged on this platform high in the sky. I'm not going to say that a high ropes course is the same as Peter walking out onto the water, but we have high schoolers do this high ropes course because it forces them to stretch their boundaries and step out in faith.
In those moments of darkness, there is always that hand that reaches out to hold us and uplift us. There is always that hand of Christ that reaches out, and it might even be through another person, but there is always a hand that reaches out.
Here in this gospel story, Jesus is preparing his disciples for what comes next. We know how this gospel story ends. We know what is coming. We know that the disciples will face even more fear and testing of their faith when Jesus is crucified. And this line the disciples say? Truly you are the son of God? It shows up one more time in Matthew's gospel, when Jesus is crucified and this Roman centurion who participated in the crucifixion looks up at Jesus on the cross and says "Truly you are the son of God."
Again, it is that storm that teaches us how great our faith in God truly is. Amen.
🎶Be Thou My Vision Oh Lord of My Heart, naught be all else to me save that thou art, thou my best thought by day or by night, waking or sleeping, thy presence my light.🎶