08/29/2024
Many years ago, we were faced with God leading us to a church that wasn’t accepting of those we were called to minister too. Did God release us? No, He didn’t, for over two years, we stayed at this church. It felt as if, I was dying a slow literal death, except I was very much alive. You see, I was experiencing **Spiritual Death**. This is where there is a division between your spirit and God. I was being obedient in going to church, yet they would not allow my spirit to activate into the true calling within me. Many times, this causes bitterness, frustration and turning from God. God knew what we needed, because we received growth within the adversity, that we wouldn’t have received any other way. I was very new and very naive at ministry. Yet, I had been in business management for many years. Could there be that much difference? Oh yeah, I had to learn lessons most the time the hard way. Seemed like every week brought different challenges, whether the ladies of the church didn’t want our children to partake of their cookies or brownies, slapping their hands in the process of denying and rejecting them. Many battles over the sanctuary as if our children were contaminating Gods Holy Place with their nasty dirty clothing and shoes. Not realizing, their attitudes are very unholy and probably what is stinking up the church because stagnating religion. Somewhere along the way, it had became more important to only minister to those who had something to offer (usually money or favors), clean brand name clothing and a designer smell. You may be appalled to read this and think it must **NOT** be true. The fact is, it happens every Sunday in churches across America. I have came to the conclusion that God allows us to be uncomfortable to teach and form us into the vessels He wants us to be. You see, He has many in the church willing to slap hands and say NO, but He is calling a NEW kind of worshipers. Those that’s been rejected, cast out, abandoned, looked down upon, shunned and mocked. He is building His True church within the mess of religion. My question to you: Are you a Pharisee-always running, tattling using unholy babble to backlash against the change or idea? Are you a Sadducee-sad~U~Cee, always upset or trying to find something to complain about, usually your face and actions display it. The spirits are still alive and living in our churches and ministries today. Many times they are hidden in our personalities, we accept them without changing our ways or knowing them. Time to get to know yourself, accept and love yourself as He made you, **REPENT** and **CHANGE** . Don’t allow your negative personality traits keep you from growing into the vessel He intended. Each of us have to decide are we part of the problem, as the Pharisee or Sadducee were in Jesus day? Do we actually unintentionally try to stay committed to nothing, fighting against change or ideas, because we have grown comfortable. Do we have a little Roman in us, still wanting & willing to kill and destroy the examples of Jesus compassion? I encourage you take a personality test online, find the buttons the enemy uses against you, and becomes a hindrance to those around you. Sometimes it’s not the enemy fighting us, it’s our own complicated self. The problem is many don’t want to take the time to learn to love and change their own ways. Unfortunately, God made us to Love, but we must first start with ourselves. God is Love, we are His Creation. If we don’t learn to love ourselves, we are telling God His Creation is unworthy of Love! Usually, we master condemning our own selves. The enemy knows us better than, we know ourselves. We better start taking a lesson in Knowing and Still Loving Ourselves. If YOU want change in your Life, start with yourself. Be the Change you want to see around you. Remember, you are worth knowing, loving and fighting for! You are valuable, because God is Your Designer❤️
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8 He who gets wisdom loves his own soul;
He who keeps understanding will find good.
Proverbs 19:8
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