11/02/2022
My name is Ina Rae Everyone from my hometown basically knows about my past and of those who doesn't it's a long one, at 34 I've been through a lot. I have only myself to blame for it. I straddled both sides of life and clung to the one that was so fast,that was the highway to hell. At 34 years old it took me loosing my baby brother to get me saved, but being the person I always was stubborn and lost and thinking I had nobody in my life that actually cared continued to follow the wrong path numbing my grief, my feelings and whole being because it hurt so much being sober and awake to have to feel all the pain and heartache and seeing my mom and dad going through loosing Austin. It took me to move out of state to get right but thank God that did because now today God has blessed me with two months SOBER, a perfect home that is like Heaven on earth and has restored all that I've lost and more importantly he has RESTORED AND made ALL of my realationships even better than I could ever imagine. God is so awesome never want to go astray from this life have EVER again!!! I just want to continue to walk with the Lord and be the best me I can be. I'm different and love it when u seek God you will find him and be amazed! I don't deserve all these blessings he keeps throwing at me but I won't take advantage of them and have to capture every moment of it. Most of all I'm so excited to make my mom smile again and not have my daddy mad at me for the way live. My kids are my motivation for trying to futher my education and won't give in this time I promise.
