09/08/2026
I’ve been sitting with a question Jesus asked a man who had been disabled for thirty-eight years:
“Do you want to be healed?” — John 5:6
At first, it almost seems like a strange question. Of course he does.
But the more I think about it, the heavier that question becomes.
I wonder how many times we pray for God to heal us without really considering what healing might mean.
What if healing means everything changes?
What if the habits have to go? The places we keep returning to? The relationships that keep pulling us backward? The addictions, bitterness, excuses, and things we’ve surrounded ourselves with for so long that we no longer know who we are without them?
For thirty-eight years, that man knew how to live beside the pool.
Then Jesus said, “Get up! Pick up your mat and walk.”
And suddenly, he couldn’t live there anymore.
That has been sitting heavily on my heart.
Sometimes I wonder if we really want healing—or if we simply want God to make our brokenness hurt less while allowing us to keep everything else the same.
Jesus offers something much greater than that.
He offers a new life.
But a new life means getting up.
It means walking away from some things.
It means trusting Jesus enough to leave the place where we have become comfortable being broken.
Maybe the question isn’t whether Jesus can heal us. Maybe the question is whether we’re willing to leave the pool when He does.