04/22/2026
I heard You last night Father, You said meditate on my word day and night. Most days, it all just runs together and Iām good with it. Bc that is time not wasted but fruit gained. May my guilt be silenced by my loyalty to look for You everywhere!! Let those that have ears to hear, hear!!
Youāre my best friend God. Until Iām in heaven with you again, I will miss You dearly.
Nothing compares to the experience ļæ¼I had when I died. My eyes went completely blind, my spirit whirled around the hospital room, then I had to let go. It was scary but only for a fraction of a second bc I immediately knew what to do and learned that my spiritual default is Jesus. Hallelujah !!ļæ¼Because when it was time for me to let go of the world, it was shockingly easy to do. (even feels a little selfish but SO realļæ¼) next thing that happened, I said in my spirit, āhere I come Jesus, here I come Jesus, here I come!!ā Then I shot upwards really fast and I arrived. In front of what I understood was You. and I saw You for what You are right this moment. I sure did. Donāt care what anyone has to say about it either cause thatās tween You n me!ļæ¼
No words. You are the All-Consuming Fire You areļæ¼ described as. then someā¦
You know I think about my experience almost daily and I want to know more about what happened. The LAST thing I want is to disappoint You. I truly want to get the messages out that ļæ¼You want me to God. I know You are angry with the world, I felt it. You showed it to me. You really should be angry and it truly hurts me. I will gratefully never have to carry that burden but I want to God. As much as Youāll let me. I cannot help it. Iām on fire for You!! Here I am God, send me!?? I want to share my testimony with people as much as possible so we can share the blessing of watching You WORK!!
-Love God, love people. Fear God, shun evil.
