01/04/2024
* update for the quarter moon. I wrote this report at the full moon in Cancer this Christmas. We started and ended the year with a focus on the Mother; Her rising, and Her divine rage. We have remembered dear ones, and must move forward and embody this knowledge. Feel and express every feeling they told you not to. “ Feminine Rage will save the world”
Full moon is Cancer Dec 23’- Coming home to Eden
“ We, God’s Children, are not for sale”
-Sound of Freedom
Everything comes to an end, everything comes to a beginning. The wheel of Hathor turns, take treasured memories with you. Grateful for those and that which melded and made you, for both shadow and light; all of it a blessing. Feel your ancestors arms wrapped round about you, as you transmute the last of their/your grief. Feel as they embrace you in their warmth, but encourage you onward, sharing both rage and laughter, wiping all tears away. What you were chosen for, was no small task, beloved, but your bravery has been honored, oh breaker of chains. Healing generations back, and generations to come. Cycling inward; towards the body, towards the emotion, towards the land, towards the pain, towards the joy, towards our each other, towards the heart, SHE- who was forgotten, but has risen again. We were able to touch the deeply buried, and embodied soul. The mystics believe once the soul has been remembered, awakening, is instantaneous. We realize we’ve been there all along, through the pain, and the ecstasy, all of it God/Goddess. We never truly left Eden, not physically at least. Never cast out and away, always, beloved, still beloved. It was but a sleeping spell, spun with shame to disembody and control us, we had forgotten, our true power lies in our purest animal nature, the vulnerability and softness of our own beating hearts. Our bodies, mortal as they are, connected to the cycle of life, each other, the Earth, the turning of time. Heaven is not a place far reaching outside of us, though we can, and will, travel to expansive universes and worlds within us and without us; Heaven is here, it is now. It always is, and always was, and always will be; it can be neither created nor destroyed. It is the grass between our toes, the warmth of a smile, the release of forgiveness, the bravery of boundaries, the expensiveness of authenticity, and the pangs of death. Once we have attained enlightenment, it must be embodied, or it is all for not. I am both goddess and animal, both the void and the manifestation. I both feel, and and the observer of all feeling. Hello, my name is human, and there is no more need for the shame my sleeping spell was spun with. I cast it now into the void, the fiery heart of the goddess, and use it as the fuel that propels us onward. I live within, and embody Eden, and heaven vibrates within every creature, place, and thing; all connected to each other, forever. What happens there, happens here. Their freedom is yours, yours, mine. That suffering, child on your screen is you, that war torn city, our own. “From River to see, Palestine must be free“. And so, you must live your life for love, for authenticity, for freedom. Not just for yourself, but for all beings and multiverses within you and without you. This is how much you are needed, how much your freedom means. We cannot get loose without you, dear one. When you want to give up, give in to the demands of a sick society; do it for her, for him, for them, for me, for us, dear one. We’ve been here all along, and have awoken from the dream. I am one with all nature, and will never abandon my home, my body, my community again. So where do we go from here? We must sit with Her, and listen. And she is angry, she is hurt, she is grief stricken, and torn. Sit with it, the uncomfortability, the pain, the harsh reality. No more escaping, no bypassing. Let it ignite the fire, that moves and transmutes you, and our world. We need your fire dear ones, the secrets of the dragon must now be uncovered. Awaken, golden dragon, from your long, arduous hiding. Find your voice, breathe fire, dear one. Let no one stop you, dim you, stand in your path. No longer can they slay you, our people gather around you. Patriarchy painted you as the monster, but they now know you are our hope, our truth, our light. Be unafraid, burn and alchemize all that has been hidden, to light. We cannot let non-dragons tell us how to be, how to act, how to feel, how to fight. Roar with the power of She/chi. You cannot control, but you can co-create once you learn to let flow guide you. The universe conspires with, and through you. I do know that all things are possible, and that miracles and magic inform the laws of the universe. But for now, I sit, I listen, I pray. Hello, my name is human, and I am the rainbow bridge from earth, to underworld, to sun. Today is a new day, the new beginning. And so it is. Blessed be.
“You hear that, that’s the sound of freedom”
-Sound of Freedom
