ShadowWolf Ancient Soul Of Death

09/09/2022

04/23/2022

How many times in our lives, have we went somewhere and felt Deja vu? Maybe a couple of times in our lifetime? How many times have we ever been someplace, and felt a longing of wanting to stay , just to belong to it? I know in my lifetime a lot.
But it is nothing like the night sky, every night that I step into shadows, and step into a moonlit clearing, and stare up into the night sky there is a longing, a deep feeling of being homesick that on some eves it is all I can do to stop from sobbing like a child from some deeply buried instinct that somewhere out there is a place that truly can be called home. No not heaven for even if it did exist I could never set foot there. But a plain of higher existence, a different dimension where there is no more war, or bickering, no drama. A place where the oceans, and streams are not polluted, or man has drilled, cut, and pillaged to the point of destruction. The air is so crystal clear that with every breathe your body is filled with an energy that words cannot explain.
I do not understand it, but I do know that the feeling is real and undeniable some nights as I stare intently at the stars above twinkling through the curtains of night twinkling in myriads of colors I can see the image of a great wolf outlined in it head tilted back as if calling me home there is such a longing. But I know my time down here is far from oer but someday when I have yet to do is done I will heed the call of my kin and return to my home so far away ... .... ... but not yet.

04/09/2022

Wolf comes from out of the shadows, leaping high into the air he lands atop of his alpha rock, as he looks out at the approaching darkness his eyes glowing orange and blue like fire, and ice. Seriously what has happened to the world of man? Everyday I watch as people go about their day playing games drama filled trying to appease those that don't even give a sh!@, living their lives like they have a lifetime before them, looking to the heavens as they mutter dry, and shallow prayers to a God that does not even exist. Look at all that has been done in his name wars, and death, greed, destruction of whole civilizations, and ways of life... But hey they don't matter like the native americans bit hey they don't count they were heathens, animals history is full of things done in the name of this God. We should be preparing for the things that right in front of us, surrounding ourselves with true people, people who are going to have our backs. But instead they just want to keep playing. Wolf tilts his head back sending forth a howling scream of rage, and disgust his eyes now blood filled his nine inch fangs bared as every muscle in his body tenses, rolling in frustrastion his tongue flicking in and out in fury. The time upon this cursed earth is oer what is wrong with these sheep? reminds me of the story of the ant, and grasshopper during the spring, and summer the ant was steadily working storing food for him, and his colony for he knew the winter was coming versus the grasshopper played his music just living the dream.... When winter came the ant had a warm home, and plenty of food where as the grasshopper did not the ant survived the grasshopper died and since the very first winter this story has had the same ending. I love you my family my pack, and I know many are preparing such as my amazing Shewolf sister Tara Banghart and many more of you. But I just hope in my next life it is on a new planet or dimension where there is no greed or games being played where people are what you see is what you get or my dream is to be able to sail into the west and join my brothers, and sisters who left this cursed earth hundreds of years ago and settle in the undying lands. I know my paws are covered in blood, and I have done more than my share of horrible things. But at least what you see is what you get. Wolf whispers softly as he jumps down as silently trots across the field into the fading sun fading into the shadows of his forest deep. Looking back he whispers softly. Love, Light, and Darkness to whatever end it is you seek. ♥♥=♥

11/21/2021

11/08/2021

As a wolf I am fierce.. but I'm also loving, people do not realize the energy it takes us a witch to cast spells of protection healing and comfort. And though I may not have the ability to cry or to show my pain and hurt I am learning how to vocalize it. I think it's time to focus this energy some people who deserve it who truly want and need help not for those who would use and abuse the wolf if you are sad and wary and need someone to talk to the wolf will listen if you were tired and weary the wolf will carry you if you are surrounded by enemy The Wolf will fight for you I will love you until the end of the days but no longer will I be there for those who are not there for me. Love, light, and darkness to whichever end it is you seek

08/31/2021

08/28/2021

~BM

04/16/2021

Truth.
Silverwolfsong