The Loving Herbal Healers Pagan Church

12/20/2024

Anyone in Washington able to let me park my RV? Was thrust into homelessness in an RV and I need out!!!! A place to park

12/19/2024

I'm currently in my dad's RV and homeless. We are at a standstill with the police to move. I have to figure a way to move my RV and get settled in a lot for winter so we figure things out. But we don't have gas. It does run. Just no gas.

Can anyone Cash app me some gas money? $DreamsNeedMoney

I need to move. My son is with me but because of the people we helped ... We got screwed over so bad and temporary placement kept getting brought up but I refused.

The RV I am in does drive as my dad is selling his working RV to me. I just need gas money. It will be my Christmas miracle to get to safety after being fraudulently kicked out of my apartment and the chaos of helping someone biting you in the ass.

10/21/2024

Today is the last day before surgery. I wish I could have avoided my last period, but it came a week early and has been absolutely hell. I am having a hysterectomy, my appendix removed, and repair any organ damaged by endometriosis. I found out that I am borderline anemic so tomorrow.... Please keep me in your prayers. I will post after my surgery to let you all know I am ok.

08/08/2024

I wanna scream the word F**K and others so bad!!! Adoption trauma is so realyou guys!!!

I just woke up crying from a nightmare. I had a new baby but not with Andy. (Bad dream already!) the "daddy" took my baby away from me while it was on a playdate with aunti (which know she would not allow... again this is just a dream.) I spent the last 30 minutes dreaming of looking and missing my baby.

The fu**ed up part is... my babies were taken from me at birth claiming I would make a bad mom. CPS used the terms "we fear the parents would be abusive" without ever having done anything to warrant the fear. I literally gave birth and Andy asked for a father support group for fathers abused as children and the hospital social worker refused to leac=ve my hospital for an hour and a half while i am tired and wnat her to leave... she refused to leave until we agreed to talk to cps. I got custody of my youngest at 3 months old. he is the one child in my care that proves I am a loving and caring mom.... yet why do people think it is ok to take your kid away??? I could have understood if I was hitting my kid (never do); I could understand if I actually DID something worth taking your child away. All I did was have history of abusive upbringing (CHILDHOOD) as well as Andy Horodyski and use ma*****na. Literally all that happened to have cps take my kids.

YOUR DOCTOR AT THE HOSPITAL IS NOT YOUR FRIEND!!!! DON'T TELL THEM S**T ABOUT YOUR HOME LIFE OR ANY FUTURE PARENTING FEARS.... THEY PREY ON THAT S**T AND YOU WILL DEAL WITH CPS TRYING TO TAKE YOUR BABY AT BIRTH!

F**K CPS. F**K DREAMS. F**K FORCED ADOPTION. !!!!!

07/13/2024

Hello my friends! Can you believe I'm over 1K followers? Wow!

I'm a learn as you go person with no guidance except my own experiences... the good, bad, scary, and traumatic. And out of the trauma I have learned shadow work; self love, worth and self integrity/ morals. And I'm talking morals that you shouldn't need forced by religion. Let's all be decent people.... people! Lol

No matter how hard life gets... I hope you keep on fighting. Tomorrow is a new day. I am so happy you are alive to see this message. If you cannot believe in yourself... know that I... a complete stranger... believe in you, wish you luck, and am proud of every step you make towards yours goals.

Never give up. Rest when you need to. You can always try again. Our mistakes actually teach lessons when we are open to receiving the big picture. If you restarted something today... Good luck and I can't wait to see your finished products. I myself am a part of many started things and actually have a plan that can move forward.

I should try to do a live... what shall I talk about??? I will remind you I am self taught in my beliefs but I enjoy learning more! I am legit a ordained minister if anyone in the Spokane, Washington area is in need of a wedding minister or even art help from [email protected] as I love to craft and decorate as well and is a separate business all together that is mine. I'm in the process of restarting that process. Also if you ever actually want to get to know me as a pagan church follower you can reach out to me... Michelle Horodyski.

Thank everyone of you for liking and following me!!!!

06/19/2024

Wanna know what is on my mind?

I'm tired of: 1. missing my kids 2. My kids feeling alone 3. wondering about my kids AND being afraid to reach out 4. Majorly wishing I wasnt forced by cps to give my kids to other families 5. How can family treat you less than human??? How do they think it is ok??? 6. I'm tired of people being ugly to me to "protect the kids" when I have never harmed anyone! 7. rejection sensitive dysphoria is so cruel because "Your child is better off not knowing you" and so much worse haunts me.

I'm sick of crying. I'm sick of grieving. I'm sick of stress. 16 and 13 years of this has made ME SICK. Literally!!! All of these can be killer causes. I DO NOT WANT TO DIE WITHOUT MY KIDS KNOWING EACH OTHER AND ME!!!

I AM NOT OK AND I'M TIRED OF PRETENDING TO BE. I AM TIRED OF PEOPLE EXPECTING ME TO BE OK AND THE PRAISE MY BRAVERY/STRENGTH. I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO PUT ON A BRAVE MASK.

But I will put on a smile and face tomorrow like a new day trying to make sure my 10 year old autistic son is happy while we grieve his siste (16) and brother (13).... even though they are not dead.

06/19/2024

It is ok not to be ok.

It is ok to be discouraged and at rock bottom.

It is ok to allow yourself to feel. Life is really hard.

Once you get tired of your feelings... it is time to learn. What was your lesson? How can you become a better person from this? What happened hurt, how do you rise?

It takes time to fix yourself. If you are in this phase ... I just wanna give you a hug and tell you that I am proud you made it through your dark time.

Maybe you were wronged. I am so sorry. Learn your legal rights. Please don't do anything that will land you in jail. Don't let a drunken moment of grief or anger ruin the rest of your life. If you want to fix your life... it is possible... but not easy.

If you need some inspiration look at me.... At the age of 38 on June 11th 2024, I graduated a high school program through my local college. And I am currently trying to undo forced adoption and seeking guardianship of my children back. I'm tired of being kicked and m y rights and feelings being abused and decided to fight back after a period of research before my decision making. I will do whatever it takes... legally.

So, to end this post I leave this message: Nothing is permanent. People can change and should be allowed the room to improve and not made difficult every step. How can one change if they are only reminded what they did or your idea of what type of person they are?

Chose peace and be kind to yourself. Remember you don't have to stay in a position to feel like s**t. You can do it. It May take time and you may have to annoy people to get the right help... but never give up. If you cannot live with yourself if you don't do something better... do it! Your happiness does matter!!!

06/18/2024

I Know I'm going to become annoying with this... but My problem Isn't just going to go away. To grieve the living is to die a little more each day wishing, wanting, and praying for a change. My family didn't deserve any of what we have endured. My family belongs together. We want to be whole.

PLEASE SHARE, SHARE, SHARE!!!

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12/05/2023

During these cold and dark times... it's a perfect time to reflect on yourself, how you treat people, how you can be better, next years plans, and the steps to set those plans in motion. All steps are important. Give it your all and watch yourself bloom with the spring.

Most importantly.... Believe in yourself. You got yourself this far... what can you do next???

I believe in you and I'm so proud of you for getting through the things you keep to yourself and also.... my condolences.

11/18/2023

If you are making big plans for the future... I AM PROUD OF YOU!!! YOU CAN MAKE YOUR DREAMS HAPPEN.

Do your research, get what you need, ask for help or guidance when needed. And don't tell a lot of people. Their noise can get in the way. Most of all... NEVER GIVE UP! YOU CAN REST, BUT DO NOT GIVE UP! I BELIEVE IN YOU TOO!

Please remember to eat and stay hydrated!

Blessings and guidance to you all. So mote it be. Blessed be.

11/18/2023

And don't tell people. Some of the biggest and best work is done alone and kept quiet.... because honestly people like to discourage you with unrealistic ideas that is just nonsense meant to shake you. Be unshakeable

11/17/2023

I really love this concept.

It is true that you need a balance of all 3 to be happy.

Why do we dismiss the mind trying to find peace of soul? Too often we down play what we think or how we feel. Eventually by not feeding the minds needs to "find the soul" we end up in emotional and PHYSICAL burnout. Which leads us to our bodies. If we are not eating properly or hydrating properly we and in absolute burn out.

I challenge you to find the right balance between mind, body, and soul.

What do you think about this concept?

I personally love it and makes total sense!