26/01/2024
Hi!
It has been awhile since I last posted.
Still the same situation and the same scenario. The same people and the same reason. I really tried to give my best shot. I really gave all that I have and all that is left that I could freely give.
I really tried my best for you my life and my children. I tried to do what I can do to make all things work but as I did it all and tried to make all things fix and work. I am slowly losing all and not interested anymore.
It is true that multiple chances, and multiple forgiveness will cause total brokenness.
And now I decided that once I find the best way to exit, I will totally exit and leave. Please don't blame me for choosing myself now. You know I really do try my best and this is the end of my destination.
I love you kids. Mama will choose her own happiness now after 10 years of fighting. I do love you more that I choose to leave for me to live and continue life more fruitful and meaningful. Away from worrying,validation and continuous seeking of appreciation from other people. I do love you kids😘