08/02/2023
Dear God, sometimes I don't understand your plans. Sometimes the path that I need to go down is so painful and heartbreaking that I cannot see if you're still with me. Sometimes I need to face a lot of giants just to enter your plans, and LORD? I don't understand. Sometimes, I want to ask you, "Why me?" why you chose me to experience these kinds of battles, battles that all I can do is worship you because those battles are not in my hands anymore. It's yours; you're in control, and I'm not.
LORD,can I cry? Can I cling to you right now? I just need your tight hug, your presence, and YOU. I just want to be wherever you are. Just being with you is all I want, and I want to release all the pain, all the worries, and all the things that I'm facing right now.
Can I be honest with you,LORD? I'm sad because I don't know what to do or what will happen. I don't know if I can still stand and do the things that you want me to do. I don't know if I can still function and continue my journey; I don't know,LORD
GOD, I'm sad. But thank you, because there is peace in my heart right now. I'm sad, but I'm at peace because I know who you are. I know you, GOD; you will never leave me nor forsake me. I know that in times like this, you are here with me. I know you because you revealed yourself to me. I know you because your words are true. I may hear voices that discourage me and lies that fill my head and heart, but still, your words are powerful enough to kill them. Satan may stop me for a while from everything that I'm doing in your kingdom, but I know He can't stop your plans in my life. He may do some bad things for me and for the people I love, but I know he can't touch me because I am safe in your hands and he can't get closer to me.
LORD, thank you