12/09/2026
Mahirap mag-serve kay Lord
kapag ang heart mo ay tired at bored,
You keep showing up, you keep doing your part,
pero deep inside, you’re losing your heart.
Nandiyan ka sa ministry,
pero wala na yung dating energy.
You smile, you serve, you say,
“I’m okay,”
pero deep inside, you’re slowly fading away.
You lift your hands,
but your heart feels numb.
You hear the Word,
pero parang hindi na tumatagos sa’yo.
You keep saying,
“Lord, use me,”
pero sa loob-loob mo,
“Lord, can You first restore me?”
Kasi paano ka magbibigay
kung ikaw mismo ay paubos na?
Paano ka maglilingkod
kung ang puso mo’y sugatan pa?
Sometimes you serve out of duty,
not because your heart is ready.
You say yes because you feel you should,
pero hindi na dahil you truly would.
And then guilt starts to whisper,
“Maybe you’re not worthy anymore.”
But grace whispers louder,
“My child, come back to Me once more.”
Hindi hinihingi ni Lord
na lagi kang strong and complete.
He simply wants your heart,
even when it’s broken,
even when it’s weak.
So kung pagod ka,
don’t pretend you’re okay.
Kung malamig ka,
don’t be afraid to pray.
Sabihin mo,
“Lord, hindi na ako tulad ng dati.
I still want to serve,
pero my heart is weary.
I still want to follow,
pero Lord, please carry me.”
Because sometimes,
before God uses your hands,
He wants to heal your heart.
Before He sends you again,
He wants you to come near again.
Kaya kung hindi buo ang puso mo ngayon,
don’t quit just come back to the One.
Hindi mo kailangang magpanggap na strong,
just stay with Jesus and keep holding on.
Because ministry isn’t about
how much you can do,
but about how deeply you remain with Him too.
Hindi ako nagse-serve
dahil lagi akong okay.
Hindi ako naglilingkod
dahil lagi akong may energy.
I serve because He first loved me.
I stay because He never left me.
And when my heart becomes weak and weary,
His grace reminds me.
I am still His, completely.
So Lord,
before You use my hands,
restore my heart.
Before I serve the crowd,
bring me back to You.
And when I finally serve again,
let it not be because of guilt or fame
but because my heart remembers
why I started in Your name.
Hindi man buo ang puso ko today,
but Lord, I’m choosing to stay.
I may be tired,
I may be weak,
but I will still seek.
Because I don’t just want
to work for You.
I want to walk with You.
And if You restore this heart of mine,
I’ll serve You again
not because I have to,
but because I love You.
ccto 🫶