24/08/2026
Reflection on the Gospel Reading for the Feast of Saint Bartholomew
August 24, 2026
Gospel: John 1:45-51
"Before Philip called you, I saw you under the fig tree."
When Philip told Nathanael that they already saw him whom Moses in the law and also all the prophets wrote, and whose name is Jesus of Nazareth, Nathanael (Bartholomew), full of doubt, asked Philip: “can anything good come out of Nazareth?” Philip then told him: “Come and see.”
The invitation is not immediately to follow Jesus, or to be converted all at once, or to immediately take up the cross and follow Jesus. The invitation is to be in company with Jesus first, to get to know him first, to be close to him and being around with him. This could also be a good strategy that can be adopted by Christians to let others follow Jesus. This was how Philip led Nathanael to get to know our Lord. We lead people to Jesus strategically so that they may know Jesus first, then love Jesus, follow Jesus, serve and offer their lives to Jesus.
When Jesus saw Nathanael coming toward him, Jesus said of him, "Here is a true child of Israel. There is no duplicity in him." Nathanael was perplexed how did Jesus know about him and so he asked him, "How do you know me?" Jesus answered, "Before Philip called you, I saw you under the fig tree." This Gospel passage tells us that Jesus knows Nathanael’s private moments and character before they even met formally. Astonished by these words of Jesus, Nathanael’s doubts were turned into a profession of faith: "Rabbi, you are the Son of God; you are the King of Israel." Nonetheless, that was just the beginning. Nathanael at that moment only experienced a little piece of Jesus’s divine power. Jesus assured him: “You will see greater things than this. Amen, amen, I say to you, you will see heaven opened and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man." These words of Jesus must have reminded those who had read the story of Jacob's dream in Genesis 28:12-13, where Jacob saw a ladder reaching to heaven with angels going up and down it. There in heaven, Jacob saw God: “Then he had a dream: a stairway rested on the ground, with its top reaching to the heavens; and God’s angels were going up and down on it. And there was the Lord standing beside him and saying: I am the Lord, the God of Abraham your father and the God of Isaac; the land on which you are lying I will give to you and your descendants.” No wonder, Jesus knows everything about Nathanael.
In our spiritual life, we sometimes experience darkness, dryness, desolation, doubt, disbelief, depression and despair. One Jesuit writer called them the seven Ds in spiritual life. In his Spiritual Exercises, Saint Ignatius of Loyola wrote about desolation (the feeling that God is absent accompanied by a feeling of hopelessness), while Saint John of the Cross mentioned about two dark nights in his Dark Night of the Soul, namely, the “dark night of the senses” (an experience of one’s limitations and having no consolation felt in prayer) and the dark night as an “inflowing of God into the soul which cleanses its ignorance and imperfections.”
The words of Jesus in our Gospel today in a way effectively address the seven Ds as Jesus’ words assure us that he sees us and hears us. He knows what’s happening in our lives. He knows the burdens that we carry. He knows our worries. He knows what bothers our minds and our hearts. He knows our needs and our deepest desires. He is all powerful and he cares. He is our loving God and he tells each one of us in Matthew 11:28: "Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest."
No wonder, the saints never get tired of recommending prayer as way to connect to God, despite the seven Ds we normally experience as human beings. Saint Padre Pio says: “Pray, hope, and don’t worry. Worry is useless. God is merciful and will hear your prayer.” For Saint John of the Cross, even the dark nights are steps toward deeper union with God, who shines so brightly like the sun.
Saint Faustina, the Apostle of Divine Mercy, taught us to trust in Jesus. I love that occasion which she recorded in par. 1128 in her diary when she prayed the Chaplet of Divine Mercy to pray for rain:
“May 22, 1937. The heat is so intense today that it is difficult to bear. We are all thirsting for rain, and still it does not come. For several days the sky has been overcast, but there is no rain. When I looked at the plants, thirsting for the rain. I was moved with pity, and I decided to say the chaplet until the Lord would send us rain. Before supper, the sky covered over with clouds, and a heavy rain fell on the earth. I had been saying this prayer without interruption for three hours. And the Lord let me know that everything can be obtained by means of this prayer.”
But after knowing Jesus and experiencing his saving power, we are called to follow Jesus like Saint Bartholomew. We are called to mission. After experiencing various miracles and wonders from God, we seem to hear the voice “follow me,” like what the Apostles heard from Jesus.
By following Jesus, it does not mean that we will no longer experience the seven Ds in spiritual life. Nonetheless, we know already where to and to whom should we focus, Jesus, and that will make a difference. Fr. Henri Nouwen, in one of his talks, said:
“Once we hear the voice calling us to follow, things often fall into place. Instead of moving in many different directions, suddenly we have focus. We know where we are going. We have only one concern. Suddenly, that deep boredom we experienced vanishes because we have heard the voice of love. ### The life that seemed so dull, so boring, so exhausting suddenly is a life that has direction.” (from the book “Following Jesus” based on the talks of Fr. Nouwen in 1985)
Saint Bartholomew, after confessing his faith to Jesus, followed Jesus and offered his life to him. Whatever was his concern under that fig tree, Jesus saw it. Jesus knew what was in Bartholomew’s heart at that time. After he followed Jesus, he lived a meaningful life patterned after Jesus’ life. He was not afraid of persecution or death. He knew that one day, he will “see heaven opened and the angels of God ascending and descending on the Son of Man." Amen.
Pro Deo et Ecclesia! 🙏