Andoyism (Sarathachism)

29/06/2019

29/08/2017

It's been a while since I posted and after a few years of just trying to live I have a few things I have realized and I thought I should share

It's still incomplete and I may supplement it in the future but I want this post to server as its' beginnings

With all the multiple analogies made for people, many seem to include doors and the concept of being open or closed

With that I infer that a person is like a house
Whether you are a grandiose castle with a keep a square and a gate or a simple shanty with barley a roof and a door, every person is a house in their own way.

The first step to knowing a person is by entering the person cumulative storage of experience. That is, Entering the house

When one has entered a person abode one can gain an initial judgment of them. Be wary, however, for a person may initially seem open, but who they are is never only just what you first see when you enter their house

Withing a persons house, there are always rooms. While some may be barred tight with chain locks and keys, some rooms may simple be open, with nary a hole or an arch in between.

These room may vary in size shape and content. Within them lies the cumulative experience of a person. When someone lets you into their room, remember first to look, think, and understand.

A person who is not you is not you. As redundant and idiotic as that may sound, People tend to forget and thus pass judgment on everyone else thinking that they are all the same.

09/02/2017

I can save the world.

10/10/2014

It's been a while but I remembered something I should have posted a long time ago

When you love, you will always hurt another. Only God is capable of loving everyone and even he is hated for it.

So when you decide to love someone, do it because you owe it both to the one you love and the one you hurt. there is always a price for the love we both give and receive. Many times the price is something that when lost, can never be returned. So keep in mind that when someone decided to love you or when you decide to love, you or they are giving and risking one of the few things we really have on earth. When you are presented love you respect it and respond to it earnestly and sincerely. Don't string it around like the cans people tie to the end of their car on their wedding day.You owe the person you love or the person who loves you at least, that much. A person has a right the right to know whether they are loved or if they can keep loving. And the more time you waste not responding to love only gives way to more fear and pain.

19/06/2014

A crack has been opened.

30/03/2014

For my birthday post (which is 2 days late) I would like to share a short reflection and composition which I someday plan to make into a book XD

"I have always dreamed. I have always dream of things I would do if I was given the chance. I would dream of the quiet dates where I would hold the hand of the one I love. I would dream of the naps I could take under the shelter of my lover’s arms. I would dream of the peace I would see when I looked upon the face of the one who meant the most to me.

My teacher shattered all that. He presented a logic that hit me right where it hurts. he showed me the flaw of dreaming and why it would always remain a dream. He did all this by asking "do you love her for her or do love her for the situation you wish to be in?"

This made me realize: “I dream because I know that in real life, my dream might never come to be.

At that point I thought: Why dream? Why should I Fantasize about these things when could just do them?

I realized that all I really wanted to do was love. I realized that all these fantasies were the result of my deep seated need of wanting to show my love. I don't need to be loved. I have actually given up on receiving love because I always do and I know more than anyone how unworthy I am of it. I am tired of being on the receiving end of love because I realize that i have not done anything at all to deserve this love. I know that because I have so much love in me, I need to give that love. And I know that it will only really work if the one who i give my love too is prepared to receive.

Here I am ranting about a concept that can never truly be placed and understood yet at the same time i place it in such a way that it can be understood. In this i have just confirmed what we, as humans, partly or fully, are capable of.

We as a race need to express as well as to understand. We cannot simply sit done, be still, and do nothing. We need to reflect on the outside what we have within. We need to love because we have so much of it within us.

I don't really know how things will ever turn out when I am given the chance. I don't know if it will go exactly like I pictured it, or be totally the opposite.

I want to know; but whether or not I do is not up to me.

thank you God because now I know why you had me wait all this time.
As before, I say again, but not my will, but yours be done."

07/03/2014

Do you guys miss me?

03/09/2013

The Wait seems long when you are the one waiting. Even if you remind yourself every day why you wait, it will offer little consolation for the actual waiting you have to do. Instead, take solace in the fact that the wait, and your drive to keep on waiting is enough proof that you have the courage to step back, and let things unfold. So if you are waiting, for a promotion, for a person, for an event, for change for happiness and even for the End, enjoy the wait as it is what gives the goal more meaning. All things come in good time. That is why we should enjoy the wait, because we know the what we are waiting for is coming

10/03/2013

I still dream of the day when people trust one another, unconditionally, not jugging their word, or action. I dream of the day when everyone can hope for the best for his brothers and sisters and doing all they can to help rather than to criticize a persons actions. I dream of the day when love for ones self, family, community, and world is so great that the only thing in their hearts and minds is a future where everyone is happy. I still dream for a better Morrow and I will start with me. i will do all I can to understand, trust and love everyone, no matter how bad they me be. I will continue to strive for the near possible ideal because it is the best way to go forward. I hope that all who read this too, in their own way, try to be as understanding, trusting and loving to the next person as they are with themselves. No questions, no conditions, no inhibitions, no hesitations. Only the will to follow this Ideal

01/01/2013

I just want everyone to remember that, as long as you breath, nothing is over. No such things as second chances, new beginnings and do overs. you can think that something has ended and that you have to just forgive and forget (its fine actually). But takes a great deal of courage to keep everything you have been through in your heart and live life as a person who tries everyday to become someone better by not repeating the same mistakes

10/12/2012

The moment you begin to Tolerate rather than sympathize with a person, you become a part of those so called "rebels". A real needs to understand the system before they can actually rebel against it. Let me give a concrete example: I have a friend who can be obnoxious, nonabrasive and insensitive. These things are so dominant that most of the times people forget that he is who is and that he is already what he wants to be. most people don't like him and brand him as weird, even the people who say they are "weird". Well people, if you call him weird then you just called yourself normal which contradicts your previous assertion that you are " weird". by doing this you create a norm and anyone who dose not fit within this norm is considered an outcast. If that is what you wanted to do, then you might as well try being what you would call "normal" like the rest of the world and not what you call yourself; which is weird. by doing this you become the one thing I will never stand for: a hypocrite. to me hypocracy is like what a Christians call "sin". we are all hypocrites, it is a given and it is innate. What I cannot forgive is when you persist on being and staying as one. and this is seen and known through your actions. Before you do, say or even THINK, ask yourself "what about me". YES, i am saying we should all be weird. YES we should all accept these people who like TWILIGHT. and YES JUSTIN BEIBER IS FINE. I don't like his music and all but it's his thing. WE HAVE NO RIGHT TO SAY WHAT IS RIGHT AND WHAT IS WRONG. JUST BECAUSE WE ARE CAPABLE OF BRANDING WHAT IS RIGHT AND WRONG DOSN'T MEAN IT IS. None of us are Gods. Until one of us become one, anything you say about another person is your opinion and has no real warrant because it has yet to be proven weather it is right or wrong. that is why you need something to believe in. that is also why you have to respect what other believe in. Please people, do not, DO NOT, DO, FU***NG, NOT do be stupid. It's bad enough that a lot of us chose to be by not trying to know what makes them stupid. I know what I lack ( ye I'm stupid) , you should try too ( yes your probably stupid too).

23/10/2012

It is always for the best to take a small amount of time to rest. give yourself an hour away from work, a good nights sleep. A week off maybe even a month long vacation. Rest, relax, unwind and have fun. It's part of life. It is a very important part of life. there are few things in this life more important than your health and well-being. And even fewer things that require you to die. When you exhaust yourself, you render yourself inescapable of being who you are. And if what your doing something that hinders you from being who you are then it is meaningless. Living isn't all fun and games but it isn't all about work either. Find the balance of both. because one eventually leads or needs the other anyways.
And remember. when your taking a break: NO THINKING!!!!
YOU NO NEED BRAIN. YOU NEED REST NOT BRAIN!!!!