19/02/2026
WHO DOESN’T WANT TO BE PURSUED ANYWAY? 💔
Di ako pansinin simula nong bata ako. Nakikita ko yong mga kaklase kong attractive, laging mayroon silang admirers. Paano niyo ginagawa yon mga miii? It’s really a wonder to me as to what is the feeling of being admired of by someone. Basta ang alam ko maganda ako para sa parents koo. 😂
And if someone does, I never intended or tried to get admired back. Shy type eke eh. But at the back of my mind, I once hoped to be stared at.
I had this long-term crush pa nga, 7 years teeee. Loyal ko diba??? Parang Jacob-Rachel ang atake pero ako yong naghintay mapansin 😂 hanggag tingin langg talagaa kaya ng kamlamnan ko. Naging close close ko din pero just because of a mutual friend. Pero yong close na yon, ano lang, close distanced baaa. Yong nakakasama mo lang sa iisang place kasi may isang tao na pareho niyong close. (Tapos saklap kasi si mutual friend nacrush-an 💔 pero no hard feelings to sakin konting pinch lang HAHHAHAHA EME)
Infairness naman, nong high school medyo may admirers na. 🤭 mga ano. Isa hanggang dalawa HAHAHHAHAHA. Madami na yon! tried to hide our situationship from my parents kasi aware naman ako na di pa dapat pwede dahil bata pa akooo (kahit bata pa ako, alam kong minamahal kitaaaaa, minamahal kitaaa 🎤🎵 awww, gege) pero dahil may relationship na ako kay Jesus, ayon, inamin ko rin sa kanila. takot ako eh! kalaunan, wala rin nangyari. lakas siguro talaga ng prayer ng leader and parents kooo.
Malaki rin talaga ang impact ng faith ko pagdating sa usapang puso. Hanggang sa nagcollege ako, there was a person I prayed for almost 4 years. We got connected through socmed. Socmed kasi nasa malayo baaa. Handa ako sa LDR 🤚🏻if ever i-allow ni Lord. Kaso di rin natuloy yon kasi di ako bet 😂
mapapasabi ka na lang talaga ng "Ano ba yan, Lord. hanggang muntikan lang ba talaga too? like kelan pooo magiging ganaaaap ? kelan magiging akin naman ang panahooon?" Kala mo naman talaga noh? HAHAHHA
Pero dahil nga nakilala ko si Lord in my younger years, i know how to value my worth. and I knew that theres a season for everythinggg. kahit nasaktan ako ng soafer, i never begged someone to stay. kahit na gustong gusto ko sana. Who doesn’t want to be pursued anyways?
Until God opened the season for me.
Si Lord pala talaga ang naglalagay satin sa bawat season ng life natin noh? Our current season prepares us for the next! kaya nong dumating na sakin, there were things the Lord had built in me:
1. I never looked for men validation.
2. I dont date to feel wanted and loved.
3. Jesus has never been an option.
4. I am secure with my self-worth.
5. I am ready emotionally.
6. I know what i want and need in the relationship.
7. I had established my boundaries and my non-negotiables.
8. If this wont work and lead to official relationship, I won't break.
9. I am happy and enjoy my own company.
10. I didnt shrink, rather my growth continues.
hindi ibigsabihin na kaya mo nang magprovide para sa sarili mo ay may disiplina ka na sa paghandle ng relationship. I dont mean na okay lang kahit wala kang pera kasi basic human needs yan. what i mean is that maraming kayang gumastos para sa sarili nila pero di kayang maging responsible at handa sa pagharap ng pagsubok. Pasabogggg!
The relationship God is about to place in your life isnt a reward to your obedience. It rather is a blessing God knows you can handle.
God blessed me a love when I no longer seek for it.
And so when i had him, he never meant to complete me. But rather the Lord adds him in my life kasi the Lords knows I need it na in my season.
Kapag di pinipilit, doon mas nakakakilig!
Kaya salamat Lord, for BUILDING my heart to love kahit hindi perpekto. Kasi alam mo na sa season na Ito, MAKIKINIG AT SUSUNOD AKO SAYO.
Ngayon, everyday is always like a heart’s day. 🌷
Di na kailangan ng bulaklak para maging masaya. BONUS na lang yon kasi ang mahalaga ay tapat kayo sa Diyos.
Kaya namaaaaaan.
You will find a love na hindi rin pilit. Okay?
Kapit kay Jesusss! Wag mong ihanda sarili mo kasi gusto mo na ng relasyon, ihanda mo ang sarili mo kasi Yong ang nakakalugod sa Panginoon.
“For everything there is a season, a time for every activity under heaven.”
Ecclesiastes 3:1 NLT 🌷🤍
HAPPY HEART’S MONTH. 🤍💙
Love tayo ni Jesus!!!!
