13/06/2025
Faith Feels Unfair... Then This Happens...
"Nasaan si God sa gulo ng mundo?"
May mga araw talaga na parang... Lord, nasaan Ka na?
Sunod-sunod na bad news. May sakit si ganito, nawalan ng work si ganyan, may heartbreak, may injustice.
Minsan tahimik ka, pero ang ingay ng mundo.
And if we're being real...minsan naiinggit tayo. Bakit yung mga mukhang walang pakialam sa Diyos, sila pa
'yung umaasenso? Eh tayo, trying our best to follow Him... pero bakit parang lagi tayong talo?
Welcome to Psalm 73...
Asaph felt that too.
He was honest with God... "Lord, naiinggit ako sa wicked. Parang sila pa 'yung favored."
Pero nung pumasok siya sa presence ni God, nag-iba lahat.
Nung naalala niya kung sino ang Diyos, nawala 'yung inggit. Na-reset ang puso niya.
Ang worship pala, hindi lang kanta.
It's not just lifting hands during Sunday service.
Worship is when you fix your eyes on Jesus kahit sirang-sira na 'yung paligid mo.
It's choosing peace over panic.
It's choosing trust over toxic comparisons.
It's praying instead of overthinking.
Ang sarap pala ng worship when it's raw.
When it's messy.
When it's done not after the storm, but during it.
When you say,
"God, I'm tired... pero l'm here. I still believe You are good."
That's powerful worship.
And guess what...God meets you there.
Sa pagod mo, sa iyak mo, sa confusion mo.
"My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever."
(Psalm 73:26)
Hindi mo kailangang magpaka-strong lagi on your own.
Kasi si God mismo ang strength mo.
Maybe today, you feel broken.
But maybe, that's where real worship begins.
So let me ask you...
What does true worship look like for you right now?
Is it surrendering your timeline?
Forgiving someone who hurt you?
Letting go of bitterness?
Or simply choosing to pray kahit pagod ka?
You are not alone in your worship journey.
So go ahead...cry if you must. Worship anyway.
Kasi si God, hindi lang nandiyan sa mountaintop.
Nandiyan din Siya sa valley... with you.
-ctto