31/08/2025
Ang GLOWing mo naman!
"Ang glowing mo naman, inlove ka na siguro!"
That's what one of my friends told me recently, unlike the previous encounters with that compliment, this one kinda let me realized some things.
So am I in love that's why I'm glowing?
So being in a relationship or being in love gets you glowing? So that's how love supposed to affect you?
Well, I'm single, but a year ago, I have started a relationship. A relationship where I never thought I deserve. A relationship that calls for my complete dependence to my Lover.
"I will not enter any relationship until I found the greatest relationship I can have —a relationship with Jesus." - my one year younger self once said. For during that moment I just knew that I still haven't found Love, still haven't encounter it, and still haven't understand it that deeper. And giving love without understanding and knowing what love really is is just nonsense and definitely leads to wrong faces of love.
Akala mo love na pero emotional ka lang pala.
Akala mo love na pero nakikiuso ka lang pala.
Akala mo love na pero healing ka palang pala.
Akala mo love na pero hiding ka lang pala.
Akala mo love na pero trying hard kana pala.
Akala mo love na pero call of flesh lang pala.
Akala mo love na pero infatuation or admiration lang pala.
Akala mo love na pero HINDI MO NAMAN PALA ALAM KUNG ANO NGA BA ANG LOVE.
At marami pang akala, pero alam mo ba na pag galing na Kay Lord ang Love na yan, there must be no confusion?
At alam mo ba na perfect Love can only be found sa Author ng Love? And that is God, God is Love kapatid!
Kaya desire ng puso ko ang mainlove muna ng sobra Kay Lord, pag natagpuan mo ang Pag-ibig Niya, you'll never rush things. May perfect time, plan, at person for you na inihanda Si Lord. And while waiting for that love that God is preparing for you, never stop seeking God's Love first. Be in love with The Lord first, keep Him first at everything and He will never put you last.
If I am glowing now, it is God's love that I could only credit with. May mga desire man na magkaroon na ng relationship, but God never let me go by myself, nanjan lagi ang conviction and guidance thru The Holy Spirit. Alam Ni Lord kung tamang panahon na. At pag Si Lord ang Author ng love story, tiyak there's joy and abundant love at all phases of the relationship. Yung Author baga naman ay Pag-ibig, walang dapat ipangamba sa isang relasyon na Si Lord ang nagsusulat.
Kaya if ever man this words find you, may The Holy Spirit speak with you. Check your heart, sana bago mo hanapan ng partner yang puso mo, nanjan na nanahan Si Lord. Sana bago ka ma in love sa iba, in love na in love ka muna Kay Lord.
Kasi ang totoong pamantayan ng Pag-ibig ay ang Pag-ibig na itinaas sa Krus. Look at the Cross that is what perfect and true Love looks like. And when you have found Love may others find you as person living in GLOW:
God's Love being Open Wide.
- Jeszaee✨️
