04/10/2026
Devotional Excerpt from the Upper Room Disciplines
Monday l October 5, 2026
Author: Victoria Loorz
Read: Exodus 32:1-14
Holding Both Beautiful and Brutal
Wisdom is hidden in the cracks of the disturbing details.
The Exodus and wilderness story is often told in times of catastrophic collapse, when everything seems to be changing and nothing seems to be sure-times, that is, like ours.
It is a story told to remind us that the Promised Land doesn't just arrive magically. We must work for the promised vision God has inspired in us.
This ancient story about a community of people wrestling to shed their old identity as slaves to an oppressive system shows them struggling with the loss of everything they knew as they try to embrace everything that is promised.
A people wandering in the literal wilderness are attempting to create a new identity, an identity that takes rest seriously, that loves elders and neighbors as kin, that honors the sacred reality of God.
Experiencing a shift in our worldview can be brutal, often coming unexpectedly and thrusting us into a new reality that requires a new way of being, a new communal identity.
New worlds can't be re-shaped with minimal disruption. New identities often require old identities to be completely surrendered and killed off in the wilderness. In these times of great unrest, we can remember God's faithfulness, even if we have to be the ones to remind God of this faithfulness.