23/03/2026
Testimony of Tamelia Sue Orellana
Let me tell you why I take this āJesus thingā so seriously. Listen now, I am just a mess trying to bless! From a baby I was abused mentally physically and sexuallyļæ¼. I grew up watching my family in and out of prison including my grandpa & my mom.
Let me make this clear now. My mama did the best she could with what she knew to do! She too came from a broken home and I will never blame her for what we went through!!
I met my biological father ONCE, one time, that was enough, as an adult after he got out of prison for murder charges, then he passed away..
I lived with multiple family members across the United States. Despite my circumstance I was extraordinarily smart with a 12th grade reading comprehension by 3rd grade. I taught my peers and younger students how to read and tie their shoes since kindergarten. Was in special programs and advanced classes.
Through it all I found a church in one of the places we lived and I would frequently walk the streets of San Antonio m**h city to escape my life and I learned who Jesus was.. I remember praying in the pews and pleading during an entire service for Jesus to come backā¦ so I wouldnāt have to go home.
I ran away occasionally, well frequently , especially when my family members were strung out.
I remember one day walking to the church when I lost the man in my life I knew as dad, one of the first people that I knew as dad. I looked up towards the sky & told Jesus I didnāt need a dad because I had him, he was my Father.
Unfortunately, by middle school I was very lost as we had long since moved away from the church and I went through more troubles. .
We moved quite a bit, state to state because of my momās new husband.. who I had not yet accepted as dad (but as an adult I grew to love him more than he knows).
I got tangled up with the wrong crowd and I turned to witchcraft. I did spells and read about Wicca in my room in the basement. I learned the difference between white, black, and gray magic. Let me clarify, any magic is black magic. There is no good magic.
Eventually, I turned to Satan himself. I told him he could have my soul if he would make me pretty. I assume the sexual abuse and neglect caused me to feel so ugly and unwanted. I just wanted to be loved..
Once I became a teenager I was so damaged, deranged and confused. I started to do drugs at 13 because itās the only way I knew. Then the very family who showed me how to turn to drugs to escape reality turned me into the police for using drugs.
I completely rebelled and began running away. I started to sell the drugs that the drug dealer gave me before he would take advantage of me. He gave me enough alcohol, Xanex, heroine, co***ne and M**A to kill an adult so I started putting a few ecstasy pills up for me and my friendsā¦ to take together and then later I sold a few at school for money.
I started shoplifting and tried whatever drug someone offered. I was cheated on, lied to and used by boys, and by men that should be registered offenders!!
I tried to take my life and didnāt care if I overdosed. I would break glass to cut along the veins in my arms but each attempt was unsuccessful.
I began to put myself in even riskier and dangerous situations by going to rock and roll taverns and going to parties with strangers and drug dealers.
I was once left to die by the drug dealer after overdosing with ecstasy and alcohol at a strangers house.
I was in and out of juvenile detention centers for months at a time and I was court ordered to take at least 6 different psychotic drugs. I was incorrectly diagnosed with a mental disorder when I refused to talk to the psychiatrists and I never told them what happened to me all my childhood. I was haunted by the flashbacks of the man who hurt me as a 2-3 year old.
I was angry & bitter & hurt. I felt so alone. In my opinion, thatās how any child exposed to so much violence, drugs and sexual abuse would act!
I was in rebellion and instead of helping me they pumped me full of drugs and sent a straight A capable student to jail.
I was r***d at school once when I skipped class in an empty stadium bathroom and my high school years were spent chasing highs, and running away to forget my pain.
I went to a church once as a runaway and the woman there who claimed to be Christian took one look at me & sternly told me I was a ma*****st and to my dismay she treated me as an outsider, with my halfway shaved head and 17+ piercings and my slit wrists.
Needless to say I continued to turn away from Christianity. I caught a few charges as well as spent time in county jail at 16 then again at 17.
I struggled as a young adult with addiction depression suicidal thoughts and tendencies. I let men abuse me because thatās all I knew. And did awful things that I regret. I overdosed and fell asleep at the wheel yet somehow I stayed alive.
I drank & smoked w**d. I conned people and ripped them off. I could care less about your life or mine. I was broken, filled with hatred and yet a sliver of remorse never completely died.
Demonic forces haunted me even during the times when I did try to escape witchcraft and drugsā¦.it followed me. The supernatural events followed me, too.
I would see things happening that should not have been occurring with no explanation. Other people seen it as well. Lights would turn off and on, water turned on by itself, TVs turned on by themselvesā¦
I remember finding knives in my dryer & things flying off the wall when I would try to put scriptures on audio. I would see evil spirits in the pictures I took.
My children were suffering, especially my second child, my son. He was deaf and dumb. Yes, I do believe he had that spirit named in the Bible. My son couldnāt talk, hear and he would harm himself. He had staples in his head at 1 because he would slam his head into anything until he was 3 years old.
He stayed sick. He would cry so much and was so miserable! He would scream through the night and contort into unnatural positions!! The doctors evaluated him and said he would only get worse as he got older.
One time before he could talk he came to me in a creepy, very raspy voice and told me he had power in his hands to destroy me. I was done. That was it. My son couldnāt talk so I knew it was demonic!
My babies were suffering and that was enough for me to get on my face in prayer and cry out to Jesus. I begged him to show me what to do and opened an old unused family Bible and read Leviticus 26.
I repented of my ancestors sins, my sins, and asked him to help me! God lead me on a journey and I found a church that loved me and pushed me to overcome.
When I gave my life to Jesus my baby was healed. I was delivered from addiction & drinking!
After I repented & was baptized in Jesus name and filled with the Holy Ghost according to Acts 2:38 my entire life changed! I met my husband of 10 years now and he treats me like a woman should be treated because he loves God first.
He is the most amazing father to my children. It took some time but my God & my husband helped me heal from my past. After many trials & struggles my husband now understands what I am healing from. I couldnāt live a day without him.
I am now a first generation college graduate!! God helped me earn my equivalency and then two degrees with multiple state and national awards. I now hold several medical registries as a diagnostic medical sonographer.
My husband and I are pioneering in ministry to help people in our community. We meet for pop up prayer, Bible studies & services.
I am also the founder of and my family and I teach bible studies and lead discussions for our Rockingham County Mobile Bible Study and my passion is to see our community fed & SAVED by the TRUTH!!
My life REVOLVES around Jesus š and I wouldnāt have it any other way! I never would have imagined where God brought me from to where I am today.
Especially because at times I thought I would never be able to overcome my addictions and poverty strucken situation. I kept going to the altar of repentance and begged God and He heard me and delivered me from myself.
I look forward to growing more in Jesus. I am thankful and so excited for the plans the Lord has for us.
My childhood may be sad, but I am now equipped with the ability to understand what the lost and undone are facing in these most wicked times.
Our generation is facing unprecedented evil like never before. This world is crying out and we need the redeeming power of God!
I can show the lost living proof that no matter the circumstance God can change their situation! He can transform your life just as He has for me!
God is merciful, forgiving and my amazing redeemer! Do not give up or lose hope for yourself or praying for your lost loved ones.ļæ¼
If God could help me and turn my mess into a message it is not too late for you either.
Once you repent and are baptized in Jesus name and filled with the Holy Ghost you can break generational curses on you and your families lives, too!ļæ¼
ā¼ļø If you want to learn more message me! If you want to be baptized according to the Word of God, for the remission of your sins, MESSAGE ME! š
Psalm 107:2
Let the redeemed of the Lord say so, whom he hath redeemed from the hand of the enemy;
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