10/03/2017
1st HEARTBREAK💔
Paano makamove-on sa heartbreak? Wait lng ha, basi mgexpect kmo sg akon love story. Sorry to tell you it's not. Rather let me tell you my love story between me and God😊
Recently midterms week,tanan nga students focus sa studies,well somehow I was one of them but mostly crammings gid. Fast forward sa results week. This subject which i will not mention,is by far the most difficult exam,and unfortunately our first subject in the first day of the week which obviously the first to release the results. I studied,I did my best and yes I prayed. Due to my overwhelming fear,pati teacher nmun nadamguhan ko na,i remembered her telling me wala ko dw kpasar. And so, hmbal ko "baliskad man mga dreams ah,kapasar mn ko to gru". To tell you frankly,DREAMS DO COME TRUE! Oh dba. When the results came and i was not one of those who passed,THAT WAS MY FIRST HEARTBREAK! Sakit sakit sya actually dw literal nga nhulugan ka sng langit,ang feeling nga paano mo ni hmbalon sa parents mo nga wala ka kpasar.Seriously I can't remember the last time I failed such major exams. I was so frustrated with the book and all those hand-outs i've read,I failed! I honestly envied those people who passed. "How come they passed,kag wala ko ya? Ano gntun.an nila nga wala ko natun.an?" Little did I know I was caught up with an envy trap. But because God is my father and I am his daughter he rebuked me with this words, "Are you doubting my plans for you?" That was a slap unto my face. I was foolish to compare myself with others forgetting that I AM INCOMPARABLE. God made me realize that instead of envy I should rejoice in my classmates' victory. This failure was not actually a failure,you only fail when you stop trying. Praise God,there was a removal for all of us because the results wasn't good generally. And so that failure,motivated me to push harder.
"Love is sweeter the 2nd time around" ika nga but as for me, my result is sweet,sweeter and sweetest the 2nd time around! Haha.Thank God I passed the removal and really help pulled my previous result.
Through that experience of failure i've learned a lot from God,I knew it was part of His plan for me. He's being generous in his grace,which there's plenty for everyone and still have infinite amount left over. It's not all about successes always,sometimes we really have to experience failures to add beauty in our lives because without it we never learn. At the end of the day God made me realize there's so much more to be thankful for.😊 Blessed be God forever!
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