24/11/2019
THIS PRESENT MADNESS
(My life truly is a madness, in a good way now! ๐๐๐)
Today has been an amazing and special day - a truly God day.
First up it was great to be back in my church after a month of working, filling in for holidays. God was powerfully present, and the anointing of the Holy Spirit was tangible as soon as I walked in the door.
God totally overwhelmed me during the worship, and I couldn't stop crying - He was pouring out His Spirit, and showing me very clearly, His plans for my life in His call to international missions. It's not like I don't already know... ๐ ๐คฃ, but this morning He was showing me afresh, and giving me visions of all the people in multiple nations ๐ where He plans to send me, and showing me even more details than ever before. โค๏ธ
I felt a deep passion for the millions of people who need His love and blessings in their lives.
My call to international missions was sealed into my heart in childhood - He burned Africa in through my many hours of reading Jungle Doctor books written by missionary doctor Paul White who was in Tanganyika (now Tanzania ๐น๐ฟ) for many years, back in the mid 1900s. I would absolutely devour the many books that describe his incredible experiences there in a bush hospital. It fired up a passion for Africa that remains to this day.
Over many years God has given me more and more revelation of His calling for me, and He has gradually revealed more of the magnitude of His plans. Freaky!! ๐
At the School of Prophets Aotearoa last year He confirmed the full extent of what He has been showing me since the 1990s. It encompasses Africa, Asia and South America. Wowza! Sometimes I want to run away and hide because it feels overwhelming, but God always reminds me of His strength in me being perfect - I actually don't have to be doing it myself! I do know this, but I somehow still need reminding occasionally.
I started local mission work from the age of 15, and have been involved in many different ministries for many years now.
Then my first international mission trip was in 2015, to India ๐ฎ๐ณ with a team. It was a great experience, and God said to use elements of that experience to help me plan out my own personal journey with Him in my own Mission ministry.
Thus Kyna Ministries was birthed, and as many of you know, my first trip alone was to Kenya ๐ฐ๐ช and Uganda ๐บ๐ฌ last year, with the blessing of my local Pastor and Church family. It was a wonderful trip and I began living my dream. โค๏ธ
Back to today - I was hanging out down town this afternoon, after church, just me and God, having some fun together.
I came upon a gentleman who has some serious mental health issues, and whom I nursed twenty years ago in the acute inpatient unit at our local hospital. He said that he is homeless at the moment, with his gear stored in a friend's flat, and that He was hungry - could I please spare a few dollars for him to buy some food.
I did not have any cash on me (I had left my wallet at home), but I had my card, so I offered to buy him a meal, where would he like to go.
Off we went to KFC where I bought him a $20 bucket meal with all the extras, plus requested two drinks of water - one each.
This guy loves Jesus, and as we sat down at the table, he offered to say grace, and he prayed a beautiful prayer of thanks plus so much more.
I ate one piece of chicken, and enjoyed my water.
Even more, I genuinely enjoyed hanging out with this guy, who was dirty, sunburned, loud, wearing extremely tattered clothes, and who still loves people, shows joy, and smiles a lot!
We were "doing church" in KFC! It was a very fun time for us both, and when we finally parted company my heart was full of joy and gratitude for the opportunity to bless this precious man. I in turn was very blessed by my encounter with him.
I am a crazy radical Jesus Girl, and I don't care who stares at us nor what they think - all I know is that Jesus was hanging out with us and we were all laughing and talking in complete peace and joy. โค๏ธ
It takes so little to Stop For The One. That's all we have to do, to change the world - just stop for a moment, for the person God puts in front of us, who needs "God with skin on" ๐
When I was in Africa, I said to my Pastors that even if only one person turns up, I will still preach. I love the small gatherings, probably even more than the big churches. There's something very special about them, they're more personal somehow.
Next year I'm going to Nepal ๐ณ๐ต, and God is so good, He's the kind of Daddy who loves to make some of our own dreams come true too. Since the 1990s I have dreamed of trekking in the Himalayas. Well my dream is about to become a reality - my Pastor friend in Nepal is also a registered trekking guide!! ๐ค๐โ๏ธ๐ป๐จ๏ธ๐ณ๐
I am incredibly grateful for the opportunities that God gives me, and I look forward to the next steps with anticipation, joy, and just a little trepidation.
God bless you all abundantly, and may His love and blessings be upon your lives. May His grace go before you, and may there be sunshine โ at your backs and joy in your hearts. ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐น โ๏ธ