19/03/2024
The Lonely Pastor
Just Thinking.. š¤
The top is very lonely.
As a Pastor, most times people call us, only because they need us or need something from us. People hardly genuinely Love us.
People who should be friends,end up becoming competitors.
Your sons see you only as a means, to get somethings they need and canāt wait for an easy excuse to get offended.
Who do you tell your inner most thoughts?
Who do you play with?
Who do you joke with?
Who do you become human around?
Lots of people around, yet you are lonely.
Every phone call takes away from you. It takes away money, counsel, instruction, prayer, energy, time, encouragement etc. The very same things you desperately need, but far from recieving.
But who cares to know that the man of God has needs?
By obedience to the mandate on your life, you create a family(Church), where people network, build friends and companions, find love and care, form associations, build relationships and yet you are excluded from experiencing it.
Sometimes the associations formed through your platform, becomes a weapon to fight you.
Marriage associations, friendship associations, business associations and acquaintances made through your platforms, turn around and see you as the enemy.
You create the right room and ambience for friendship and relationships, but the same family believe you are too big or spiritual to drink from the same well of relationships you dug.
Do you even have friends?
People who genuinely look out for you and seek for your good.
Many people cheer you on, when you achieve, because they canāt do anything about it, or have any contribution towards it. If they had any power that could stop your achievement, they will not hesitate to use it.
But they have never initiated any genuine effort, to put a smile on your face.
We literally scramble and beg for company, yet we have our phone numbers saved in most peopleās phones, with the best of names and accompanied with amazing Love Emojis; My Father ā¤ļø, Daddy General š, My Prophet š etc.
Saturday was Global Pastorsā Day. It came and passed, who remembered to celebrate his pastor?
Canāt quite put the thoughts into writing properly. My writing skills fail me this morning.
But one thing is sure..
It is very Lonely being a Pastor/ Vision Bearer/ General Overseer.
My Thoughts
PST Francis Udeh