29/09/2026
NEVER COMPARE YOURSELF WITH ME, BECAUSE WHAT I HAVE SURVIVED MIGHT KILL YOU, MY HISTORY IS TOTALLY LIKE A HORROR MOVIE. YOU CAN'T SURVIVE EVEN A HALF OF WHAT I HAVE GONE THROUGH.
This is not pride. This is pain speaking.
Honestly words will definitely fail me if i try to articulate everything i have passed through in life into words.
Do not envy my strength. You do not know what it cost me. You see me smiling, you see me standing, you see me pushing, but you did not see what almost buried me. You did not see the nights that broke me. You did not see the days I wanted to disappear.
My history is totally like a horror movie. Not the kind you watch on screen, but the kind you live in real life.
The kind where you lose people you thought would never leave.
The kind where you are betrayed by the same hands you fed, by the same people you stood for in their own hard times but they left you during yours,
The kind where you sleep hungry, cry silently, pray endlessly and still wake up to the same battle the next morning.
LIFE THOUGHT ME THAT WHEN YOU HOLD PEOPLE'S HANDS ,STAND FOR THEM, SPEAK UP FOR THEM AT SOME CRITICAL POINT OF THEIR LIFE ,IT DOESN'T MEAN THEY WILL RETURN THE SAME ENERGY WHEN YOU NEEDS THEM TOO.....💯👌.
You cannot compare your chapter one to my chapter twenty.
You cannot compare yourself with someone whose healing came from private tears and public smiles. You did not see me healing in private while still showing up for everyone else.
You did not see me lifting myself every time I fell because there was no shoulder to lean on.
What I have survived would break most people. I have walked through rejection, humiliation, false accusations, betrayal , hatred for nothing, isolation, and loneliness, heartbreak when you see people turn against you, financial struggle, spiritual attacks, nights where I only had prayer and some days i tried to pray but couldn't but my only language was tears unstoppable and nothing else.
I have been in seasons where I had to take the blames of things i wasn't at fault for and walk away just to keep peace.
I have been humble not because I wanted to, but because life humbled me.
And yet I am still here. Not because I am the strongest, but because God kept me. there were moments i believed It was either Him or I was finished.
There were moments I had no plan, no money, no help, only God. And He carried me.
So never compare yourself with me. My journey is not beautiful, it is battle scars. I did not become this strong because I wanted to, I became this strong because I had no other choice.
I had to survive. I had to keep going for the people who depend on me. I had to break the cycle. I had to make sure no one after me suffers the way I suffered.
If you knew my full story, you would not want my life, you would pray for me. You would understand why I protect my peace so much. Why I am quiet. Why I trust God so deeply. Why I celebrate small wins. Because I know what it feels like to have nothing.
Today made it 6years my father died and since then none has called his phone for prayers because they've known he has gone to be with the Lord.
I once advised my Dad to always put his phone on silent to enable him sleep or rest but he would say no that people needs him, i now understand better where i took this soft heart from, a heart that can never look away from peoples needs when i can be of help
5am, he's awake praying for people and counseling them on phone, treating patients free without resting and now, everyone has stopped calling him , stopped coming to our house, They've gone to look for another prophet to disturb, what a live of a Minister 🥹🥹🥹
As a prophetess i speak from mine own experience, people can be with you so long as God keeps answering their prayers but just one solution they didn't get from that same altar will make them forget years of your faithfulness, support and testimonies they've been getting and leave you to another pastor.....NDI MIRACLE SEEKERS 🫣
Ministers,needs Divine helpers too..pls, rest when you need to. Humans are insatiable, you can never please them all so pls, take care of yourself before you rest in peace.
By this time 2020 we are struggling on how to burry my father without no ones help no call ,no care of any kind even on the burial day non of those he raised came to pay him last respect, a prophet who raised many prophets , healed many sick people through herbs and prayer, a man who helped many families stand
Life is funny oooo .
I have come to know that sometimes my problems many be big. Large but can never be bigger or larger than God and definitely at his own time HE WILL MAKES ALL THINGS CONCERNING ME BEAUTIFUL BECAUSE LIFE WON'T CONTINUE LIKE THIS WITH ME.💯🎯
Your story is different. Your pain is different. Your season is different. Stop comparing.
Your temporary discomfort does not mean God stopped being good to you. God is writing your story too, just at a different pace.
I may not always know how God will provide, but I'm learning not to let what I lack now make me forget how faithful He has been💯🫰
This is a book about my life. My horror movie ended, and my testimony began. Yours will too. Even if we lack everything in life, I pray we never lack the favor of God. Because favor will turn a horror story into a glory story.
Am prophetess Hope victor
