22/05/2026
Desperate for the Spirit Who is God
A reader wrote to me asking how a believer can become genuinely desperate for the Holy Spirit, and whether before answering that question I would address who the Holy Spirit actually is. The request was wise because the second question must be answered before the first one can be answered honestly. Most contemporary teaching on being hungry for the Spirit operates from a vague and often unbiblical picture of who the Spirit is, and once the picture is wrong the hunger gets directed toward experiences and feelings rather than toward the person who actually deserves it. So let me start with who the Holy Spirit is, and then move into what it means to be genuinely desperate for Him.
The Holy Spirit is fully God. He is not a force. He is not an influence. He is not an impersonal energy that emanates from God. He is the third person of the eternal Trinity, equal in essence and glory and authority with the Father and the Son, distinct in person from both, and worthy of the same worship and obedience we offer to the other two persons of the Godhead. When Peter confronted Ananias in Acts 5:3 and 4 about lying to the Holy Spirit, he said in the same breath that Ananias had not lied to men but to God. The Holy Spirit is identified directly as God in that confrontation. Lying to Him is lying to God because He is God.
He is described as the eternal Spirit in Hebrews 9:14, an attribute that belongs to God alone. He is omnipresent in Psalm 139:7 to 10. He is omniscient in 1 Corinthians 2:10 and 11 where Paul says the Spirit searches even the depths of God Himself. He was the agent of creation hovering over the waters in Genesis 1:2. He was the one who inspired every word of Scripture, with 2 Peter 1:21 telling us that no prophecy was a matter of human interpretation but that men moved by the Holy Spirit spoke from God. Every word of the Bible we hold in our hands is the product of His work moving through human authors to produce a text that is fully divine in its origin while being fully human in its expression.
But the Holy Spirit is not the Father and He is not the Son. He is a distinct person within the one Godhead. At the baptism of Jesus in Matthew 3:16 and 17, all three persons of the Trinity are visibly present at the same moment. The Son is in the water. The Father is speaking from heaven. The Spirit descends like a dove. Three distinct persons, one God. The doctrine of the Trinity is not a contradiction. It is the careful preservation of what Scripture itself reveals. One God in three persons, each fully God, each personally distinct, each equally worthy of worship.
The personhood of the Holy Spirit is something the church has had to defend across the centuries because the natural mind tends to reduce Him to an abstraction. But Scripture refuses to let us do this. He speaks in Acts 13:2. He calls and commissions in the same passage. He is grieved in Ephesians 4:30. He can be lied to in Acts 5:3. He intercedes for us in Romans 8:26. He teaches us in John 14:26. He testifies of Christ in John 15:26. None of these are activities of a force or an impersonal influence. They are the activities of a person who thinks, speaks, decides, feels, and relates. He is not it. He is He. And the way Scripture consistently refers to Him with personal pronouns reinforces this rather than reducing Him to a thing.
This Holy Spirit indwells every believer permanently from the moment of conversion. This is one of the most staggering realities of the Christian life and one we rarely allow ourselves to feel properly. The same God who fills the heavens and the earth has taken up residence within every person who has been united to Christ by faith. "Or do you not know that your body is a temple of the Holy Spirit who is in you whom you have from God and that you are not your own?" 1 Corinthians 6:19. The body of the believer is a temple. Not in metaphor only. In reality. The Spirit of the living God dwells inside the people He has saved, and this indwelling is permanent, sealed, and unbreakable. Ephesians 1:13 and 14.
Now to the question of what it means to be desperate for Him. The framing of the question matters because many contemporary teachings on being hungry for the Spirit have produced a chasing of experiences rather than a deepening of relationship with the person who already indwells the believer. The desperation we are called to is not the desperation to receive something we do not yet have. It is the desperation to walk more fully in step with the Spirit who has already taken residence in us, to experience the fullness of His ongoing work in our lives, to allow Him unhindered access to every part of our hearts so that He may produce in us what He alone can produce.
The contrast between being filled with the Spirit and walking in step with the Spirit is important here. Ephesians 5:18 commands believers to be filled with the Spirit. The verb is in the present continuous tense, indicating an ongoing reality rather than a one time event. We are to be being filled, continuously, as a way of life rather than as a single experience to be sought once and then assumed to be permanent. Galatians 5:25 says, "If we live by the Spirit let us also walk by the Spirit." Walking implies steady ongoing movement. The Christian life is a daily walking, step by step, in dependence on the Spirit who indwells us, allowing Him to direct, convict, comfort, and shape us as we go.
What does genuine desperation for the Spirit look like in practice? It looks like a settled hunger for what only He can produce in us. The fruit of the Spirit in Galatians 5:22 and 23 is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, and self control. These are the qualities a desperate believer hungers for. Not the spectacular gifts. Not the dramatic experiences. The fruit. The slow, sustained, character forming work of the Spirit producing in us the very character of Christ over the course of our lives. The believer who is genuinely desperate for the Spirit is the believer who looks at their own impatience and longs for the Spirit's patience to be produced in them, who looks at their own selfishness and longs for the Spirit's love to displace it, who looks at their own anxiety and longs for the Spirit's peace to settle them.
Desperation for the Spirit also looks like hunger for the Word of God. The Spirit and the Word are not in competition. The Spirit is the one who inspired the Word and who works most powerfully through the Word in the life of the believer. "The sword of the Spirit which is the word of God" Ephesians 6:17. The Spirit's sword is the Word. When we open our Bibles with hunger and attention, we are positioning ourselves to receive the Spirit's most consistent ministry to His people. The believer who is desperate for the Spirit will be desperate for the Word, because the Spirit speaks through what He has already inspired rather than producing new revelations that compete with Scripture for authority in our lives. Psalm 119:103 says, "How sweet are Your words to my taste yes sweeter than honey to my mouth." That sweetness is the experience of the Spirit ministering through the Word to the soul that has been opened to receive it.
Desperation for the Spirit looks like sustained prayer. Jesus said in Luke 11:13, "If you then being evil know how to give good gifts to your children how much more will your heavenly Father give the Holy Spirit to those who ask Him?" The Father gives the Spirit to those who ask. This is not a contradiction of the truth that the Spirit already indwells believers. It is the invitation to ask for the ongoing experience of His fullness, the daily filling, the moment by moment empowering for whatever the day requires. The believer who is desperate for the Spirit is the believer who is asking the Father continuously for more of what the Spirit produces in them, and the Father who is generous beyond imagining responds to such asking with the very thing being asked for.
Desperation for the Spirit looks like the deliberate removal of what grieves Him. Ephesians 4:30 says, "Do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God by whom you were sealed for the day of redemption." The Spirit can be grieved by sin in the life of the believer. He does not leave us when we sin because the sealing is permanent, but His fellowship with us is hindered by sin that we refuse to confess and forsake. The believer who is genuinely desperate for the Spirit will be quick to repent of sin, quick to bring confessed sin to the Lord, quick to remove from their lives whatever they know is hindering the fellowship with the Spirit who indwells them. 1 Thessalonians 5:19 commands us to not quench the Spirit. The quenching happens when we resist His promptings, ignore His convictions, and treat His ongoing ministry in our lives as optional rather than essential.
Desperation for the Spirit also looks like a refusal to settle for counterfeit substitutes. The contemporary religious environment is full of teaching that promises spectacular experiences of the Spirit while delivering manufactured emotion and manipulated atmosphere. The genuinely desperate believer will not be satisfied with these counterfeits because the genuine Spirit is producing something deeper than excitement. He is producing Christlikeness. He is producing genuine assurance that we are children of God. Romans 8:16. He is producing the deep settled peace that comes from knowing our standing in Christ is secure regardless of what our circumstances feel like. He is producing the quiet certainty that the same God who began the good work in us will perfect it until the day of Christ Jesus. These realities are infinitely more substantial than any manufactured experience, and the believer who has tasted them will not exchange them for the lesser substitutes the contemporary religious culture is constantly offering.
There is one more dimension of desperation for the Spirit that needs to be named because it is rarely talked about. The Spirit's primary work in glorifying Christ. Jesus said in John 16:14, "He will glorify Me for He will take of Mine and will disclose it to you." The Spirit's central ministry is to make Christ visible and precious to us. He takes what belongs to Christ and discloses it to the believer, drawing our attention to the Saviour rather than to Himself. A believer who is genuinely desperate for the Spirit will therefore find themselves increasingly desperate for Christ. The hunger will be directed not toward experiences of the Spirit considered abstractly, but toward fresh apprehensions of who Christ is and what He has done. When the Spirit is doing His genuine work in us, Christ becomes more central, more beautiful, more sufficient, more essential to us than He was the day before. That is the surest test of whether what we are experiencing is the genuine work of the Spirit or a counterfeit that has hijacked His name.
So how do we become desperate for the Spirit who is God? We start by understanding who He actually is. He is not a force to be tapped into. He is a person to be loved, reverenced, obeyed, and adored. He is the third person of the Trinity, fully God, dwelling within every believer permanently. We then position ourselves in the means He uses to do His work. The Word read daily. Prayer offered continuously. Sin confessed quickly and forsaken sincerely. Fellowship with the people of God maintained faithfully. The ordinary disciplines of the Christian life are the very channels through which the extraordinary work of the Spirit takes place in the believer who is hungry for what He is producing.
And we ask. We keep asking. We ask the Father for more of the Spirit. We ask Him to produce in us the character of Christ. We ask Him to make us useful in the kingdom. We ask Him to free us from the patterns of the flesh that still cling to us. We ask Him to teach us, to guide us, to comfort us, to convict us, to make Christ increasingly precious to us. The asking is not a one time event. It is the daily orientation of a heart that has come to recognise that everything good in the Christian life is the work of the Spirit, and the believer who lives without conscious dependence on Him is the believer who is missing the very substance of what walking with God actually is.
May we become a generation of believers who are genuinely desperate for the Spirit who is God. Not for experiences. Not for spectacle. Not for the counterfeits that crowd the contemporary religious scene. For Him. For His ongoing work. For the Christ He makes visible to us. For the holiness He produces in us. For the assurance He gives us. For the fellowship with the Father and the Son that He alone makes possible in this present age. He is in us. May we walk with Him every day He gives us. And may the same Spirit who raised Jesus from the dead complete in us what He began when He first opened our eyes and gave us the faith we did not know how to ask for. To the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit be all glory now and forever.
He, who has ears to hear, let him hear.
Jeremiah Knight
The Reformation Resurgence