23/05/2024
It’s been more than 2 years since I updated anything here. Over the course of my life last 2 years I have been the farthest away from Maa. I have been so wrapped up in Maya and the worldly chapter, somehow she has started feeling like a stranger, someone to whom others pray, an idol standing in a remote corner of the world. Only recently have I started feeling her absence more.. almost feels like that protective layer that I previously had is slipping away. Trust me that is not a good feeling. My faith has been shaken and my beliefs have been questioned left right and centre. Have I been able to overcome it ? Absolutely not but inspite of that I still have a small part of me desperately trying to look for her in the dark .. reaching out in the dark abyss hoping to find Maa. Praying for peace and love and faith. Jai Maa Tara