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श्रीवास ठाकुर के मृत पुत्र द्वारा शिक्षा। Srivasa Pandita Disappearance (Hindi) - Part 4
Recorded on: Jul 07, 2021
Location: Chikkamagaluru, Karnataka, IN
pürëa-cid-änanda tumi, tomära cit-kaëa ämi,
svabhävataùämi tuyä däsa
parama svatantra tumi, tuyä paratantra ämi,
tuyä pada chäòi' sarva-näça
You are complete spiritual ecstasy, while I am a spiritual spark. Therefore I am by nature Your servant. You are supremely independent, while I am fully dependent on You. I have become degraded because of giving up Your lotus feet.
svatantra ha'ye yakhana, mäyä prati kainu mana,
sva-svabhäva chäòila ämäya
prapaïce mäyära bandhe, paòinu karmera dhandhe,
karma-cakre ämäre pheläya
When I independently desired to enjoy mäyä, I lost my constitutional nature. I then became bound by mäyä within the material world and entangled in the network of karma.
mäyä tava icchä-mate, bäìdhe more e jagate,
adåñöa nirbandha lauha-kare
sei ta' nirbandha more, ane çréväsera ghare,
putra-rüpe mäliné-jaöhare
According to Your will, mäyä has bound me in this world with the iron chains of fate. As a result of that fate I have taken birth from the womb of Mäliné as a son in the house of Çréväsa.
se nirbandha punaräya, more ebe la'ye yäya,
ämi ta' thäkite näri ära
tava icchä su-prabala, mora icchä su-durbala,
ämi jéva akiïcana chära
Again by that same fate I am leaving. I cannot stay any longer. Your will is most powerful, while my will is most weak. I am a poor, insignificant living entity.
yathäya päöhäo tumi, avaçya yäiba ämi,
kära kebä putra pati pitäjaòera sambandha saba,
tähä nähi satya-lava,
tumi jévera nitya pälayitä
I must go wherever You send me. Who is anyone's son, husband, or father? These are all material relationships with no tinge of truth to them. You are the eternal maintainer of the living entities.
saàyoge viyoge yini, sukha-duùkha mane gaëi,
tava pade chäòena äçraya
mäyära gardabha ha'ye, mäjena saàsära la'ye,
bhaktivinodera sei bhaya
One who gives up the shelter of Your lotus feet and considers meeting and separation as the causes of happiness and distress becomes an ass in the hands of mäyä and merges in the ocean of material existence. All this frightens Bhaktivinoda.
bäìdhilo mäyä, ye dina ha'te,
avidyä-moha-òore
aneka janma, labhinu ämi,
phirinu mäyä-ghore
From the day mäyä bound me with the ropes of ignorance and illusion, I have taken many births and wandered under the control of mäyä.
deva dänava, mänava paçu,
pataìga kéöa ha'ye
svarge narake, bhü-tale phiri,
anitya äçä la'ye
I took birth among the demigods, demons, human beings, animals, birds, and insects. I wandered through heaven, hell, and earth to fulfill my temporary material desires.
nä jäni kibä, sukåti-bale,
çréväsa-suta hainu
nadéyä-dhäme, caraëa tava,
daraça-paraça kainu
I do not know what pious deed I have done to take birth in Nadia as the son of Çréväsa so that I could see and touch Your lotus feet.
sakala bäre, maraëa-käle,
aneka duùkha päi
tuyä praçaìge, parama sukhe,
e-bära cale yäi
At the time of every one of my deaths I suffered greatly. This time, however, I am departing in great happiness because of Your association.
icchäya tora, janama yadi,
äbära haya, hari!
caraëe tava, prema-bhakati,
thäke minati kari
O Hari, my only request is that if I must take another birth by Your will, may I have loving devotion for Your lotus feet.
yakhana çiçu, niraba bhela,
dekhiyä prabhura léläçréväsa-goñöhi, tyajiyäçoka,
änanda-magaëa bhela
When after seeing the Lord's pastimes, the child fell silent. Çréväsa's family members gave up their lamentation and became absorbed in ecstasy.
gaura-carita, amåta-dhärä,
karite karite päna
bhaktivinoda, çréväse mäge,
yäya yena mora präëa
Bhaktivinoda begs Çréväsa: May I leave my body while drinking the nectarean characteristics of Gaura.
श्रीवास ठाकुर के मृत पुत्र द्वारा शिक्षा। Srivasa Pandita Disappearance (Hindi) - Part 4Recorded on: Jul 07, 2021Location: Chikkamagaluru, Karnataka, INpürëa...
