07/08/2026
What is doubt? There are many definitions, but one suggests it has something to do with distrust or suspicion. There is also the suggestion that doubt is linked to a lack of confidence.
When you consider a coin where you have doubt on one side, what might be on the other side of the coin? For some people, the best remedy for doubt is certainty, but does this provide a way to live? Is it certainty we long for when the coin is flipped or could we consider an alternative on the reverse side of the coin?
In a story about a boat in a storm, Jesus observed his disciples struggling, so he began to walk on the water towards the boat. Peter saw Jesus and he encouraged Peter to step out and walk on the water.
'Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water and came toward Jesus.But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!” Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?” And when they climbed into the boat, the wind died down. Then those who were in the boat worshiped him, saying, “Truly you are the Son of God.”' (from Matthew
Some churches thrive upon certainty, feeding upon fear which people exhibit in their everyday lives. Some people relish a black and white belief system, drawing upon bible verses often taken out of context. One of the best things I heard on the Bible Course by Andrew Ollerton was the phrase:- 'if you take a text out of context, you are left with a con'. Bible verses must always be understood in context and used to build people up rather than destroy them.
Doubt in Christian life is often frowned upon. It's seen as a sign of weakness and ascribed to someone whose faith, like the seed, is on stony ground or at best in shallow soil. However if doubt and faith are two sides of the same coin, we can happily live knowing that the coin is ours to treasure as we wrestle each day trusting that the coin will land face side upwards. This trust provides confidence so that our faith can then grow.
Perhaps on the reverse side of the coin from doubt is faith. Faith is different from certainty as it includes the need for trust and a lack of suspicion. Is anything actually certain in this life or is it better to rely on trust and faith?
Certainty provides no refuge. Would we ever step out onto the water of life and walk towards Jesus when waves and storms are never certain or predictable? Faith, girded in trust, draws us onto the water knowing that Jesus is calling us onwards and when we have those times of doubt, Jesus can flip the coin we carry and change our lives.
Do you wallow in doubt and suspicion? Have you become wary of all that life is throwing at you and the coin of life no longer seems able to be flipped over from doubt to faith? Do you still believe the myth of certainty as a solution for making life choices?
As we pray today, help us to trust in the coin of faith and doubt, knowing that God will turn the coin to reveal side of faith which will face us at times when doubt is engulfing us in shadows.
Amen.🙏