12/08/2023
This Sundays text is from Matthew, where Jesus (and subsequently Peter) manage to walk on water during a storm on Lake Gallilee.
It's led me to think a lot about fear and the difference between natural fear(real fear which keeps us safe) and invented fear(which seems real but isnt).
I think I have lived most of my life...if not all of it, in fear, having come from an extremely risk averse family and then experienced distressing marital relationships.
When we are fearful....of rejection, of failing, of being unlovable, of change, of being abandoned, of not being good enough, we adopt various strategies to avoid situations. The result is we live a safe, guarded life...but not a full one.
Jesus claimed that he was 'the way, the truth and the life" and he said that he had come to 'give life...life in all its fulness'.
What would it look like for you to liveand undefended life in all its fulness? What would you or I do if fear didn't get in the way. ..in our relationships, our decisions, our work?
I sense that the Lord wants to make us aware of our fears so that we can allow him to either deal with them (his perfect love casts out all fear) -or, like Peter who, when he was sinking fast, cried out to Jesus to rescue him. And with that simple cry, Jesus reached Peter, took his hand and walked with him (still on the stormy water) back to the boat.
Jesus never promised our lives would be easy..but.he promised to always be with us by his Spirit. But often he waits for us to be out of our depth and cry out, like Peter