06/23/2026
I'm having an irregular heartbeat and my breathing is really slow and shallow it's scaring the s**t out of me. I have been too injured by DEWs and am gonna die really soon I feel been basically bed ridden for 18+yrs since 31 and played ice hockey for 25+yrs wtf is this sh #$ literally have no muscle just bones and skin I'm just not gonna make it much longer man all I do is lie in bed. Another summer gone away nothing done this is not the way life was supposed to be Jesus my life is over don't have nothing and never will again no retirement pension no money to even live