05/18/2023
2 months ago if you were to ask us how ministry was going, we would have responded with a nice, "It is going okay". We were experiencing students not committing to anything for multiple semesters, and from our experience, not growing at all (after years of discipleship for some of them). Ending this semester has been very encouraging and life giving, and since we have so little faith, we were surprised at the massive movements God made in the hearts of students. God has done a lot of work in our hearts and the hearts of the students we have in discipleship. We knew back then that God never stops working, and He cares for our students more than we do, but often times it is hard to see that, when in a state of constant conflict and constant non growth. Leading people is always hard, and leading them to our Savior is even harder. We have a saying in Cru, it is "Successful ministry is faithful ministry". We truly believe that numbers and people coming to Christ are not what show a healthy, or thriving ministry (Jesus works through everything, He is God, and nothing else is. Some of the unhealthiest churches and ministries we have seen over the last 20 years were very large and God used their sin and unhealth to bring people to Himself). We cannot make people come to anything, and we do not save people, so we cannot count it successful when those things are happening (this is obviously what we are working towards, but we don't change hearts). This is a humbling position to take, and we think the Biblical one as we do campus ministry across the state of Ks. We have seen over 20 students commit to discipleship, and 6 wanting to actually lead! We have seen our staff trust their Savior in ways that are stretching and growing, and we have seen God change our own hearts, to get rid of pride and to walk humbly with Him.
"Rejoice in the Lord always. I will say it again: Rejoice! 5 Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. 6 Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. 7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. 8 Finally, brothers and sisters, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable—if anything is excellent or praiseworthy—think about such things. 9 Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me—put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you."