07/24/2026
I’m better but have a LONG way to go. First off I want to thank all you who have pulled up on me against my liking, those making me get out into the sunlight, holding me accountable to workout, challenging me to press into YHWH. With mental health challenges you sometimes don’t want to do anything. I have been and will be continuing intensive therapy sessions. I’ve had sessions through my therapist, my family, my Pastor, and several mentors that have been in my life for decades.
In this post, I’m not looking for advice, it’s just that I’m getting so many messages online and through other means to where I just wanna let you all know where I am and what’s going on. As the Lord frees me to do so I’ll do updates.
The overwhelming outpouring this week has been more than I could ever imagine. At times this has felt like a lonely journey but Holy Spirit has been amazing. I read the word everyday and send up staccato prayers. But much of this time I’ve been speechless before God.
YHWH has told me that one day he will free me to tell the whole story of this journey, but today my full time job is to HEAL!
One of the biggest words that I’ve gotten during this time from a dear brother was Jesus said “it is finished, not I am finished”. I needed that!