02/12/2024
As a survivor I find that I have small battles that feel big. I'm in fight or flight, and I generally fight. I'm learning that I put too much energy into small things. I'm working on letting the small battles take care of themselves so I can save my energy for big battles. I recently had another heartbreaking situation and I'm realizing it's because I let people have too much of me. Discernment is my word for the year and God's giving me plenty of situations where I must choose who is allowed to have the deeper parts of me. If you're going through this, do what I am going to do from now on...guard your heart. Don't just let anyone into your deeper places. Choose wisely. Take time to find out if you're willing to let another person know you at that level. Friendships are valuable, make the people see your value! And make sure you see theirs because we can also cause harm. I'm a mighty force and I will walk in that. So if you notice a change in me and I seem distant, I'm just being smarter about who I let in. Life's difficult enough without adding people that aren't for you. Speaking of this, to my fellow survivors, not all organizations are for you, even if they say they are, have discernment. Watch how they treat others, ask questions, be assertive. We're not alone, but damn it can feel lonely if we're putting trust in organizations just because they talk the talk. See if they walk the walk. Now go have a kickass day!