07/30/2025
Why do we allow single seasons, sometimes even moments, to define our destiny? Why do we forget that our Father has and is giving us an entire lifetime, however long or short, not just seasons and moments. The toughest part of my personal walk at this moment is realizing nothing in our world is black and white, that's why Jesus came and walked with us, that's why he bleed and died on the cross, and it is the reason HE rose again. Somehow in the need for simplicity I have forgotten that we are gray even after we have chosen to walk with Jesus and lay down our own hopes and dreams. HE covers us to make us white. Its not that I forgot he is my Savior, I forgot I will never be clean. I slip and stumble and hit my head on a sin and then spend so much time focusing on my mistake, I forget to accept the blessing of his grace and recognize its only by his blood that I was ever forgiven.
In the early morning light, sitting in my sin, angry at myself, for failing him again, I felt the love of my Father, as the sun hit my face,
And I knew in that moment, my whole life is grace. Grace for the hundreds of things I do wrong, before I've even had coffee or faced the dawn. Grace for the broken heart that never seems to end. Grace for the wallowing when I refuse to mend. I know you've held the flood back, and shown me your true face, because Jesus without you, I would never deserve grace.
God Bless and be God's Blessing 🙏💕❤️💕🙏