08/21/2026
A PORTRAIT OF MY GOD
21st Sunday in Ordinary Time | Luke 9:18-24
Our concept of God matters enormously. It shapes our values, commitments, choices, actions, character, and most of all, our destiny. WE RESEMBLE WHAT WE WORSHIP. As "the only Christian nation in Asia," our collective idea of God inevitably shows up in the kind of society we have become.🇵🇭 That is why Jesus asks His disciples a piercing question: "Who do you say that I am?" He wants to make sure they are truly on the same page—DO YOU REALLY KNOW WHOM YOU ARE FOLLOWING? Let me share with you three levels in our knowledge of God: inheritance, instruction, and encounter.
1️⃣ Inheritance (Unconscious, Non-critical)
First, CULTURALLY. Faith begins with what we receive. Before we can think critically, we absorb an image of God from our family, culture, and tradition. We inherit beliefs, prayers, and rituals that we never dare to question. We simply follow the crowd. Ito na kasi ang NAKAGISNAN natin. We accept Catholicism BY DEFAULT. Most Filipino Catholics are "split-level" Christians—“sacramentalized but not evangelized.”
Second, PSYCHOLOGICALLY. Our EARLY EXPERIENCE OF AUTHORITY becomes a lens through which we view our Heavenly Father. Parents take heed: the way you teach, correct, and discipline your children. Individuals nurtured in caring, secure homes naturally approach God with a sense of trust, joy, and relational ease. But when childhood is marked by harsh discipline, shouting, or conditional affection, we unconsciously develop a DISTORTED IDEA OF GOD as over-demanding and vengeful. “I avoid sin because God might punish me.” Distant or neglectful parents can foster the illusion of an absentee God who doesn’t care about you, unless you “EARN” HIS LOVE.
Those raised by overly strict or punitive parents may develop a FEAR-BASED SPIRITUALITY. As adults, they may become rigid, hyper-critical, scrupulous, mean, and intolerant—traits often seen in fastidious liturgists, ultra-conservative traditionalists, and legalistic administrators.
YOUR CONCEPT OF GOD SHAPES WHO YOU BECOME. A tyrannical image of God can produce tyrannical believers; a merciful image = merciful people. But there is a danger here: SELF-PROJECTION. If we rely only on feelings, memories, and personal experience, our “god” can simply become a subjective projection of our wounds, frustrations, and preferences—NOT THE GOD WHO HAS REVEALED HIMSELF.
2️⃣ Instruction (Ecclesial / Intellectual)
Our inherited faith needs to be corrected by Revelation. How can you know Jesus if you never read the Bible? St. Jerome famously said: “IGNORANCE OF SCRIPTURE IS IGNORANCE OF CHRIST.” And how can you truly know Jesus if you do not live within HIS BODY, THE CHURCH? We need Scripture, Tradition, the Sacraments, and the teachings of the Church. The Bible reveals the true character of God; the Church keeps our faith anchored in truth rather than personal illusion. (cf. 1 Tim 3:15)
But even here, we can get stuck. Some Christians—and yes, even some priests like myself—can remain largely at this level: intellectually informed, doctrinally precise, traditionally observant, yet PERSONALLY UNTOUCHED. We can know ABOUT Jesus without truly knowing Jesus. Faith often starts with what we hear from parents, catechists, priests, or even social media. “Faith comes by hearing” (Romans 10:17). But mature faith cannot survive on HEARSAY or sabi-sabi. In a court of law, you cannot CREDIBLY TESTIFY about someone you have never personally encountered. That is why instruction must lead to encounter.
3️⃣ Encounter (Experiential / Personal)
Jesus asks: “Who do YOU say that I am?” True knowledge of God is more than information. It is RELATIONAL KNOWLEDGE—personalized and internalized through experience and contemplation. It's remarkable that across history and religions, the testimony of those who have reached spiritual awakening reveals A FATHER OF UNMERITED MERCY AND TRANSFORMING GRACE, ONE WHO HEALS HUMAN BROKENNESS RATHER THAN DEMANDING RIGID CONFORMITY. Do you have the same portrait of God?
And when you have truly encountered Christ, evangelization becomes spontaneous. Look at the Samaritan woman in John 4. She encounters Jesus, and becomes an UNSTOPPABLE WITNESS in her town. Kaya, kapag wala kang ganang ipakilala si Jesus sa iba, malamang ay ‘di mo pa Siya tunay na nakikilala.
It is simple: how can you recommend a restaurant you’ve never been to? TALK IS CHEAP! That is why Pope Paul VI, in Evangelii Nuntiandi (1975), observed that modern people listen more willingly to WITNESSES than to teachers—and if they listen to teachers, it is because those teachers are witnesses. People may forget our sermons or lectures. But they remember how we treated them—with patience, kindness, and humility. You might be the only Bible they ever read.
CONCLUSION: Collecting statues, observing traditions, studying doctrines, or even being ordained means little without PERSONAL INTIMACY with Jesus. True transformation of society blossoms only from a LIVING ENCOUNTER with Christ.