01/31/2023
At a young age I was introduced to po*******hy; my brother and I would watch it and do things together. This led to me being attracted to the same s*x. My need to watch p**n increased so much I didn't even want a girlfriend. I was the shy boy in school who was always being accused of being gay. People would make fun of me because of how I looked, so I would go with it so they would like me. I would often get looked down at, and was a different person in school than at home. While in middle school I became addicted to ma********on. I went back into homos*xual p**n because of depression and the homos*xual community seemed to be the most accepting. I would have s*xual dreams and life was just going straight down hill.
To make connections, I used zodiacs to categorize people who would be a "perfect match for me. To help with my depression, my mother sent me upstate to stay with my dad which is when I started smoking w**d.
In March 2020, I came across a Christian Tik-Tok about the return of Jesus. It said that Jesus will set me free from all sins I have committed, and change me from the inside out. I got on my knees and I begged God to change me and set me free from my sin. The next day I had so much peace; nobody could take it away from me. During that first month, I was learning to walk with Jesus. There was nobody there to physically teach me but Tik-Tok preachers. I soon studied the rapture on Tik-Tok. I also studied the last days and how God will judge the world. I was scared but thankful that God woke me up. Up until November 2020 I was still lukewarm because I still masturbated, smoked w**d, and watched p**n. Then I was baptized, and in December I got the gift of speaking in tongues. I am still learning to walk with Jesus. The lord has blessed me with strength and faith to fight temptation. I am a born again believer in the Lord thy God Jesus Christ who died for my sin; along with the sin of the whole world. I am now an evangelist of the Gospel of God. Lord, I thank you humbly for choosing me to be saved. I thank the Lord for all he’s done.
