06/01/2026
"Still There"
"I want to get back to God", that's a phrase I've both heard and said many times. It took me many years to learn this truth, a truth that changed everything for me. I pray that maybe, just maybe, this will help you when you find yourself feeling far from God.
The reality is that God never leaves us. The scriptures say He will never leave or forget us. That feeling of being distant is a lie of the enemy. It's Satan's way of keeping us from true blessings, from our true purpose, from truly serving & walking with Christ.
We can spend hours, even days, fighting trying to *earn" or "make it back". We can go to prayer centers and fall on our faces during alter call, and both can and do work. Both can help us find our way back to that place of feeling His presence. But what if you can't get to a prayer center, what if you don't have a way to make it to an church for that alter call? How do we find our way back then, are we just hopeless? No. My friends we can always return to that place. It's, in all reality, as simple as realizing one truth....then accepting it. The truth is He never left, you never slipped away from Him. If you truly belong to Him, then you never fell from His grace. He has always been there, by your side, patiently waiting for you to just call out to Him. God has, and is, walking with you still. Sometimes He stays quiet, and not out of anger or because He stopped loving you. No, like any good parent, God lets us have that space to do what we want. Often that leads us to messing up, and the enemy uses that mistake to fill is with guilt. That guilt can build a wall between us and God, making us feel like He is so far away. But rest easy, my friend. He is still there, always has been, always will be. You never slipped away, He never left your side. His hands are strong enough to hold you no matter you do, His love great enough to forgive anything you might do, and nothing can or will change those two facts. No, my friend He is still in your corner with His arms stretched open. All you have to do is fall on your face and cry out to Him, realize He is still there and still loves you. Realize you are still worth everything to Him and will always be His beloved child. Know that nothing will keep Him away from you, and that nothing you do can rip you from His mighty hands. You are still His, you are still in His arms, and He will always love you more than anything else in this world.
--Rev. Antony D. Bogdon
"the Xtreme 1"