05/15/2026
๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ถ๐ณ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐
Troy Husted
May 15, 2026
I wrote this song, "๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ถ๐ณ๐ ๐ ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐" as a tribute to the Lord, reflecting over my life and the journey of my faith.
For forty long years, I wandered aimlessly in a wilderness, desperately seeking comfort and peace. During this time, I was engulfed by anger, disbelief, and profound pain following the loss of my mother and the closeness of family after my grandparents' passing. This heartache led me to compromise who God created me to be. Enslaved to my emotions and heartbreak, I began to drown my sorrows in alcohol and drugs, and violence and hardship seemed to follow me relentlessly.
Looking back, I can hardly believe I made it through those years. God was with me, even when I couldnโt see itโblinded by my pride, vanity, and ego. I fought fiercely to defend myself, just as my name signifies, "๐ง๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ด๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฆ๐ณ." I battled within, only to find myself clashing against everyone and everything around me.
In my darkest hour, God sent an angel to pull me out, but instead of surrendering my heart to God, I placed a crown upon the angelโs head and served. This decision led to twenty-two years of chaos, where I thought I knew love, but it was a love that only sought to receive. I remained silent amidst my violence, allowing avoidance to take control, ultimately losing everything I fought to hold onto. I battled to maintain my kingdom, but it was all taken away.
During those tumultuous twenty-two years, the Lord blessed me with two sonsโboth gifts from the Lord. One taught me to stand strong and courageous, echoing the spirit of Joshua. We both experienced tragedy together, and I have witnessed how the Lord turned him into a man of virtue, something I only wished I had when I was young. The other son, a precious gift with half a heart, taught me to pray and seek Godโs presence in ways I had never known before. Through him, I learned about resilience, love, and the depth of a parentโs heart.
On the twenty-third year, the Lord set me free, and the journey of restoration began. The sanctification process unfolded before me as I dreamt of walking and sitting in His presence. He revealed my sins and the behaviors I had developed over the years, slowly and patiently teaching me.
For seven years, I learned through His scriptures, tested by the people I encountered. During this time, I began to write down my thoughts and prayers, along with the visions and dreams God bestowed upon me and the teachings of Jesus Christ. This practice gave birth to my social ministry, ACTS: Actions in Christโs Teachings. It was during this time that I experienced an "upper room" transformation, where my fleshly desires and selfish wants began to die. I was risen with a joy that brought forth a Spirit of love, unity, and peace, reflecting the promise found in ๐ฃ๐ต๐ถ๐น๐ถ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ฐ:๐ณ, which says, โ๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ข๐ค๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ฐ๐ฅ, ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ช๐ค๐ฉ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐ค๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ, ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐จ๐ถ๐ข๐ณ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ด ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ต ๐๐ฆ๐ด๐ถ๐ด.โ During these seven years, He also restored what I lost as I welcomed His Kingdom to reign within my heart, bringing me a wife worthy of praise, and a son, a daughter, and granddaughters who are enlightened in song.
How my story reveals the opening of my heart to our Heavenly Father's grace. It is through His graceโthrough forty years of wandering and the twenty-two years of chaosโthat I heard His voice say, "๐๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐ ๐ณ๐ถ๐ป๐ถ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ฑ? ๐๐ผ๐น๐น๐ผ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ!" It was through repentance and turning back to Him while walking this journey that opened my eyes to the truth: I do not have to earn grace, but to accept it and follow Him. Seven years and counting, walking with Jesus and allowing His words to teach me, transforming this heart to obedience that I could not have done without Christ and the Holy Spirit. As I always say, the words in scripture are like manna from Heaven, delighting my soul and taking me back to a garden with two trees to choose from. It is the tree of life I choose, grafting me into the vine of Christ, as stated in **๐๐ผ๐ต๐ป ๐ญ๐ฑ:๐ฑ: "๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ท๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ; ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ด. ๐๐ง ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ข๐ช๐ฏ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ข๐ณ ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ค๐ฉ ๐ง๐ณ๐ถ๐ช๐ต; ๐ข๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ค๐ข๐ฏ ๐ฅ๐ฐ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ฏ๐จ."
As I reflect on this journey, I am reminded of the countdown of transformation: ๐ฐ๐ฌ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐ด, ๐ฎ๐ฎ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ต๐ฎ๐ผ๐, ๐ฎ๐ฏ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป, ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ณ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ ๐ผ๐ณ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ต๐ถ๐ป๐ด. Each phase has been filled with lessons of grace, mercy, and love, reminding me of the truth found in ๐ฎ ๐๐ผ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ต๐ถ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ฑ:๐ญ๐ณ: "๐๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ, ๐ช๐ง ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ต, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ค๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฆ: ๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฅ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐จ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ, ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ช๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ!"
In the eighth year, I felt the Lord command me to take what I had learned from Him and go forth, sharing it with others. This calling ignited a passion within me to apply His teachings and help others find the same hope and healing I had discovered.
Reflecting on the ๐๐ต๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฒ ๐ฑ๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ผ๐บ๐ฏ, I was reminded of the resurrection's power to lift my heart. It was in surrendering to the risen King that I experienced a joy beyond measure. The weight of my past began to lift, and I was filled with new life and purpose, leading me to embrace the fullness of His love. As it is written in ๐ฅ๐ผ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ฒ:๐ฐ, โ๐๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ฃ๐ถ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ธ๐ช๐ต๐ฉ ๐ฉ๐ช๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ฃ๐ข๐ฑ๐ต๐ช๐ด๐ฎ ๐ช๐ฏ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ต, ๐ซ๐ถ๐ด๐ต ๐ข๐ด ๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ต ๐ธ๐ข๐ด ๐ณ๐ข๐ช๐ด๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐จ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ณ๐บ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ธ๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฐ๐ฐ ๐ฎ๐ข๐บ ๐ญ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ข ๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ธ ๐ญ๐ช๐ง๐ฆ.โ
This song is a testament to my journeyโa reflection of the struggles and the immense grace I have received. It captures the essence of transformation, the healing of a broken heart, and the discovery of true love in Godโs embrace.
The reason I share this song with you is to reveal the true intentions of my heart. I want to give you an understanding of what I share and teach, filled with the glory of what the Lord has done in my life, transforming me from a broken young man into a child of God. It is in our hearts that we weep when we see others walking that broken journey, urging us to share and encourage. We bring them to know a Heavenly Father who will love and guide them to peace, joy, comfort, and love.
When they see the true glory of God and come to accept Jesus, we witness the same transformation within their hearts. I also reach out to the youth; if I can show them the joy of the Lord and mentor them to avoid a life of chaos and brokenness, then I have fulfilled the mission of the Lordโto reveal the Kingdom of God and the goodness of God.
As it says in ๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐บ๐ถ๐ฎ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ต:๐ญ๐ญ, "๐๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด ๐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ท๐ฆ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ," ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ค๐ญ๐ข๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ฐ๐ณ๐ฅ, "๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ต๐ฐ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ณ๐ฎ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐ฑ๐ญ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด ๐ต๐ฐ ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ฑ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ข ๐ง๐ถ๐ต๐ถ๐ณ๐ฆ." In ๐ญ ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ๐๐๐ฎ๐น๐ผ๐ป๐ถ๐ฎ๐ป๐ ๐ฑ:๐ญ๐ฒ-๐ญ๐ด, we are called to โ๐๐ฆ๐ซ๐ฐ๐ช๐ค๐ฆ ๐ข๐ญ๐ธ๐ข๐บ๐ด, ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ข๐บ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐ถ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ๐บ, ๐จ๐ช๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ค๐ช๐ณ๐ค๐ถ๐ฎ๐ด๐ต๐ข๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด; ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ช๐ด ๐ช๐ด ๐๐ฐ๐ฅโ๐ด ๐ธ๐ช๐ญ๐ญ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐๐ฉ๐ณ๐ช๐ด๐ต ๐๐ฆ๐ด๐ถ๐ด.โ
He made the impossible become reality when He took the east and west and brought us together to walk in this journey of faith. Bridging a family in the east and a family in the west, He revealed the power of His kingdom and His mighty hand ruling over this world, as stated in ๐ฃ๐๐ฎ๐น๐บ ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ฏ:๐ญ๐ฎ, โ๐๐ด ๐ง๐ข๐ณ ๐ข๐ด ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ต ๐ช๐ด ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฆ๐ด๐ต, ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ง๐ข๐ณ ๐ฉ๐ข๐ด ๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ฏ๐ด๐จ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ด ๐ง๐ณ๐ฐ๐ฎ ๐ถ๐ด.โ
For this is why I cannot stop boasting about the Lord. I've seen too much to ignore the beautiful presence of the Lord. It is His Word that brings new life in me. May we all walk in that hope and transformation together, filled with gratitude for the overwhelming love of our Savior.
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"You Lift My Heart
Lyrics by Troy Hustrd
Music composed and performed by Suno
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