10/06/2023
It’s been awhile since I’ve shared here but like usual the Lord has been doing His thing that He does with us and praise the Lord He does. I shared this on my personal TikTok and felt led to share here so here you go 🖤
Through tests, trials and understanding from the Lord I’ve learned a lot about emotions and thoughts and how to actually deal with them. Even emotions and thoughts that aren’t bad but they’re also not of the Lord. I keep having it stirred up in my spirit and i know the Lord has allowed me to go through certain things in order to help. I don’t always like going through things but knowing why we go through things and that His grace is sufficient for it all has helped me more than anything ever did.
Through getting closer to the Lord, and depending on Him more, and seeking Him more He’s changed my thoughts and my emotions; and even when they show up, because im human and not yet perfect, if I take them to Him and filter them all through what the Lord says, my mind is always changed, corrected, often convicted, and I realize more just how much more I need Him but also my behaviors change and how I treat others changes and I’m not as worried or fearful or depressed about things that would have caused me to spiral before. He really is all we need. When we try to add a whole bunch of other stuff we just prolong what He is often trying to teach and do in our lives and we often become self dependent and self righteous or dependent on the world instead of becoming more dependent on Him.
I dont always like surrendering my thoughts but I know I need to, and I do really want to surrender them in my heart my flesh just fights it sometimes, and I don’t like to admit that, but Im not trying to fake any thing here. I know the Lord has given us the Truth but our flesh is relentless and stubborn at times. Were called to walk by the Spirit and we are saved through the Spirit by believing in what Christ and what He did for us at the Cross and were also called to be continually changed the same way, not by walking by the flesh. The flesh is subtle and is always going to fight to takeover to fulfill our fleshly desires and that is why we are to crucify ourselves, our thoughts, our desires, plans and abilities daily and pick up our Cross daily, which is depending on Christ and allowing His ways to be ours His desires to be ours but youve got to surrender your
will willingly, He will not force you. Surrender, repent if needed, and let Him move in your heart and life and just wait and see what He does.
You don’t have to always struggle and vou dont have to always be the way you are now. There is help and there is hope, no matter what youre going through or struggling with, the answer is always Jesus. Know AND believe and identify yourself with Jesus! ✝️🙌🏼💜