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05/23/2026

"I will send to you the Spirit of truth, says the Lord;
he will guide you to all truth."
John(daily readings)

Why do we need a "guide" to find The Truth? Since the Love of God and knowledge of The Truth is written in our very soul, it seems like lies would be obvious to us, almost like we were pre-designed to save ourselves. But, we need a Savior, each and every one of us falls short. Since "the fall" our wicked nature "speaks" louder than The Truth, and humans left to their own devices would surely perish in hell forever.

the devil is a real person, who desires the destruction of all mankind, and since he currently has control of this earth he has designed the whole thing to prevent us from seeing our fallen nature. We are blinded and cannot win against this guy, only by The Grace of God do we have a chance at Living forever in Heaven.

This is the reason God had to become a human, to be a Beacon of Heavenly Virtue that we can emulate. He has defeated satan, and through Him we can too. The Church Jesus gave us isn't optional, there is no salvation outside The Catholic Church. If we reject The Church, we reject God and any chances to Live forever.

Jesus, i Trust in You

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05/19/2026

"the Holy Spirit has been warning me
that imprisonment and hardships await me.
Yet I consider life of no importance to me,
if only I may finish my course
and the ministry that I received from the Lord Jesus,
to bear witness to the Gospel of God's grace."
Acts(daily readings)

Trials are designed to give us a chance to show Faith and perseverance. From the most Faithful followers of Jesus to the most devout atheist, God tests us too draw us closer to Him. Every Faithful decision we make turns us towards The Lord, while every time we doubt we turn our backs to him.

Even if we are totally evil, God gives us the Grace to repent and instantly be in His Good Graces. Conversely, we can be Perfectly in Gods Grace and through a single rejection of Him we can instantly cut ourselves off completely. Every moment from now until death we choose our direction, each decision is Heaven or hell.

Jesus, i Trust in You

05/14/2026

over the years i have searched for The Truth regarding grief and it's causes and effects. often there are disagreements over what causes the most grief, i've been told that losing a child is by far the worst. sounded pretty devastating, but i held that being removed from my childrens lives is worse in some ways. there is a special torment that comes with watching my children suffer from a broken home and being unable to fix it.

my sons passing is very painful, but the torment caused by losing the ability to be a father to my kids is worse, and there's no closure. This passage helps guide us through the loss of a loved one, we must be careful not to let grief control us. Lets focus on the good we can do for those still with us to honor the struggle of those that aren't.

Jesus, i Trust in You

Sirach chapter 38
"My son, shed tears for one who is dead
with wailing and bitter lament;
As is only proper, prepare the body,
and do not absent yourself from the burial.
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Weeping bitterly, mourning fully,
pay your tribute of sorrow, as deserved:
A day or two, to prevent gossip;
then compose yourself after your grief.
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For grief can bring on death,
and heartache can sap one’s strength.
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When a person is carried away, sorrow is over;
and the life of the poor one is grievous to the heart.
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Do not turn your thoughts to him again;
cease to recall him; think rather of the end.
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Do not recall him, for there is no hope of his return;
you do him no good, and you harm yourself.
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Remember that his fate will also be yours;
for him it was yesterday, for you today.
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With the dead at rest, let memory cease;
be consoled, once the spirit has gone."

05/14/2026

"I have told you this so that my joy might be in you
and your joy might be complete.
This is my commandment: love one another as I love you.
No one has greater love than this,
to lay down one’s life for one’s friends."
John(daily readings)

Today is the Feast of St. Matthias, the Apostle that replaced Judas, and also who i named my son Mathius Cross after. i had hopes that Mathius would change the world, and losing him seemed to destroy those hopes. Sometimes it is hard to have Faith that all things happen for the Glory of God and the Salvation of Souls.

Accepting Gods plan isn't always easy, but it is necessary to participate in Salvation rather than hinder it. Hope is not lost, and neither is Mathius.

Jesus, i Trust in You

05/10/2026

"Always be ready to give an explanation
to anyone who asks you for a reason for your hope,
but do it with gentleness and reverence,
keeping your conscience clear,
so that, when you are maligned,
those who defame your good conduct in Christ
may themselves be put to shame."
1 Peter(daily readings)

there's a big difference between acting Holy, and being Holy. they are opposite states of being, but from the outside look the same. being Holy means your intention is focused entirely on Gods Will, so Holy people spend zero time noticing the Holiness of others. unholy people are easy to spot, they like to share their partiality(gossip).

if we want to be Holy, 100% of our time and attention is spent understanding and acting on Gods desires. not one second can be spared judging others or concerning ourself with the affairs of others. Keeping our eyes on Jesus avoids wasting a single moment.

Jesus, i Trust in You

05/09/2026

"If the world hates you, realize that it hated me first.
If you belonged to the world, the world would love its own;
but because you do not belong to the world,
and I have chosen you out of the world,
the world hates you."
John(daily readings)

Each society and culture chooses their particular morality by popular demand. the problem is our human nature tends towards hedonism, which means the average acceptable behavior was designed by collective selfishness. Without The True Moral compass, Jesus Christ, society will always choose gluttony over sacrifice. Without God we cant survive, creation cannot sustain itself.

The Church is the Pillar and Foundation of The Truth, and is specifically designed to battle our own evil inclinations. Once You get obedient to Christ the world starts to look save-able, and Hope allows Him to Show us The Light. With The Light of Christ in us we cannot be extinguished, our plans suddenly succeed. the creation Prospers accepting Gods Grace.

its truly enlightening to hate this world while still wanting to save it. Come to Mass to experience Heaven on earth, so detaching from this world comes naturally.

Jesus, i Trust in You

05/05/2026

"Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you.
Not as the world gives do I give it to you.
Do not let your hearts be troubled or afraid."
John(daily readings)

True Peace comes from within, it occurs when your intention frequency matches your done frequency. What i believe to be Right, automatically sets the Souls Goal of what i will accept as Right. It takes both the proper intention, and the satisfied knowledge that intention was perfectly fulfilled.

self denial is the only solid path to getting our Soul aligned with accomplished intentions. every self serving behavior we engage in disconnects us from The Truth, and warps future outcomes in the direction. humility opens our hearts to God, allowing His Grace to flow to and through us to others. pride grabs a handful of that Grace Stream for itself, disrupting the entire flow.

Jesus, i Trust in You

05/04/2026

Some sinful people in The Church have caused pain through The Church, and sadly many people reject Catholicism based entirely on these scandals. This means billions of people reject The Church even though every individual involved went directly against The Church to do what they did. Church Doctrine is Perfect and never allows sin, so if even The Pope breaks every Natural Law on the planet The Church remains Innocent.

There are probably less than 1000 people on Earth who hate the Church for what it is, the rest hate The Church what they think it is. Those of us that Know The Truth want you fine people to come join us in The Perfect Belief System That saves Souls.

This article explains one controversial doctrine, Praying for the dead. You unbelievers should work to understand The Church, you will Believe too if you'd just open your ears and LISTEN. Whether or not you believe us We Are praying for your lost loved ones right alongside our own. Perhaps Jesus will give them an ice cream cone while being prepared in the fires of Purgatory, even that is worth of few minutes of Prayer.

Jesus, i Trust in You

We can do acts of charity for our faithful departed that they cannot do for themselves. And the best possible such act is offering Masses for the dead.

05/04/2026

“Whoever has my commandments and observes them
is the one who loves me.
Whoever loves me will be loved by my Father,
and I will love him and reveal myself to him.”
John(daily readings)

We Know that Jesus is here for us, always, especially in our moments of the greatest suffering. Sometimes it is hard to See Him or Feel Him at all, but this is to strengthen and purify our Soul through Faith and perseverance. We just must never doubt Him and His Promise.
Through Prayer, Biblical studies, and Living according to The Truth we are guaranteed that we receive Grace from Heaven for all of our needs. The Closer we walk with Him, the more we partake in the infinite Joy of Heaven.

Jesus, i Trust in You

05/03/2026

"Believe me that I am in the Father and the Father is in me,
or else, believe because of the works themselves.
Amen, amen, I say to you,
whoever believes in me will do the works that I do,
and will do greater ones than these,
because I am going to the Father."
John(daily readings)

Ideally we recognize Our Lord because of our Love of Him, but sometimes us mere humans aren't so easy to convince. the fact that Love has been in short supply lately testifies to how lost the human race is without Our Savior Jesus Christ. Christ commands us to "Love one another as I have loved you".

It is with a heavy heart and soul today that i am doing my best to realize exactly where The Lord is and just what in the heck is He really doing for us. The injustice in this world is glaring, and the dregs of society seem to be running it.

my beloved son saw this, and he failed to have Hope that Christ REALLY does have us. it's understandable, we are witnesses every day of the horrid state of this world. the hopelessness is so tempting, On Our Knees we beg of The Lords forgiveness.

the ONLY WAY forward is to increase our Faith. pray for the rest of my children that they come into Belief, and don't lose sight of The Truth like their brother did.

Jesus, i Trust in You