04/03/2026
Post for Easter from Jen Johnson.❤️❤️❤️
For Easter, I wanted to share who Jesus is to me. He is real, and an ever present help in trouble. Jesus saved my life. I owe everything to Him.
For 2½ years, I lived in a Behçet’s flare that brought intense pain, neurological symptoms, and even paralysis.
There were moments I couldn’t move.
Moments I couldn’t speak.
Moments I couldn’t even read.
But the hardest battle wasn’t just in my body…
It was in my mind.
In the darkest moments, when the pain felt unbearable, the temptation wasn’t really to die…
It was just to make the pain stop.
And that’s where truth mattered.
Over and over again, Mark(my husband) would gently remind me:
“You don’t want to give up.
You don’t want to die.
Right now, you just don’t want to be in pain.”
And when I couldn’t read Scripture, I listened to it.
On repeat. Either Mark singing or on my phone.
Songs from my childhood became lifelines:
There is a Redeemer
Father, I Adore You
The Lord’s Prayer
The Doxology
Jesus Loves Me
Truth… over and over again.
And in that place—when I had nothing left—
Jesus was not distant.
He was there.
Guarding my heart.
Guarding my mind.
This is what it felt like to have my heart and mind guarded in Christ Jesus.
Philippians 4:6-7(NIV)
"Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.