07/12/2026
(🚨Long post but so very needed for us all to ponder on as well as pray on💭🙏🏼🎶🪽)~The wilderness that God has had me walking in, training in, and creating me in has been a mixture of emotions🌪️ The mixture of emotions and my wilderness journey I will soon speak out publicly on for all our wilderness experiences I’ve been shown through my Lords help are all different rather unique specifically created for His child that is walking in it at that time🌲⛰️ Four people from the KJV Bible the Lord has continually let me see a relation to time and time again above all the others of the KJV Bible📖🪽The first was David and as I woke up in recovery from my attempted su***de where the devil had tried to wipe me and all of Gods plans on my life out…but God🙌🏼….divinely intervened and in that near to death experience I woke up different a difference that continues to be told to me by others and a difference God is still creating in me as I just like any other child of God is worked on by our God till we take our last breath…He is still working on and creating this gal and He gets ALL glory ALL honor for all I say here for ALL IN MY LIFE🙌🏼🎶✨🪽 David was known as “a man after Gods own heart”♥️🪽Notice the word (👀HEART❣️) for it’s the heart God is examining👀🪽 David is known for so much with God getting all honor all glory but here are some specifics…David killed the giant Phillistine Goliath of Gath and this and so much more is part of his identity in Christ…David was hunted in the Judean wilderness by Saul which was driven by his jealousy of David…years Saul hunted David and David was given opportunity to kill him but he honored God vowing not to harm the Lord’s anointed so he let God take care of Saul and Hod does just that!🪽👆🏼✝️ Then David moves up from a shepherd to a King and there’s so much more about David so much more!👑⚔️ David was a man after Gods own heart not because he was perfect but because he was quick to admit he had done wrong, he was quick to repent before his God of his wrong, he truly wanted to please God and he truly loved God despite his human flesh, and he after it he would dust his bottom off get up and would start fighting for God again⚔️🙌🏼 Then there is John the Baptist the wild man which was highlighted to me for many reasons but one also being God has showed me part of my identity I share with you being the wild woman of the woods… that’s God creating and showing my identity as well as He has showed me my authority in Him and the great news for all…🗣️📣🎶…He will and can do this for ALL child of God if we just simply let Him, trust Him, and surrenderALL ourself to Him…we have to die completely to self🙌🏼✨ John the Baptist was described as “ The voice of one crying from the wilderness” were he lived as a hermit in the Wilderness of Judea where he lived completely separated from the religious establishment of his day🏜️ He was self sufficient relying daily on God to take care of all things for him with eating of locusts and wild honey as well as wearing camels hair🍯🐪 He preached a urgent message of repentance and moral reform to prepare the people’s hearts (again highlighting on heart here👀♥️✨) for the coming Kingdom of Heaven for his Messiah 🎶🪽 John lived wildly for God for it was a part of his identity in Christ, John loved God wildly, and he told Gods truth wildly that in the end got him arrested as well as later beheaded for speaking Gods truth that some who refused to change their wicked ways didn’t want to hear…refusal to change your wrongful wicked ways as well as very well knowing your wrongful wicked ways creates hate a hatred that will cause you even to kill physically or in your heart towards the one God uses as the instrument to speak His truth if this applies⚔️🎶 Then you have Deborah the one who gave Gods wisdom to people who came to her specific spot from all over Israel that God showed her to be at in nature for it was part of her identity in Christ. Deborah was a leader…God chose her to lead the people of Israel when they were in trouble….she was a Prophetess…She spoke God's words to the people…she was a judge…She solved arguments and helped people understand what God wanted them to do….she was also a military leader for she helped plan a great battle to save her people from an enemy king⚔️🎶 Deborah’s specific spot was in nature under specific Palm tree God showed her and at the time was called “The Palm of Deborah”🌴🎶 She was brave, fierce with a protective love and nurturing heart for her community, she was humble with a worshipful heart for her God as well as confident in her God as well as His promises, and all this and more was her identity in Christ🎶🌴⚔️ Then last but certainly not least Queen Ester the one known to all for saying “If I perish, I perish”🎶⚔️👑 Queen Ester was a Jewish orphan that later became Queen of Persia and bravely risked her life to save her people from total annihilation. Her story in the KJV Bible is unique for it does not explicitly mention the name of God but yet the Book of Ester vividly demonstrates His providence behind the scenes. She hid her Jewish linage from the King and royal court when she entered the palace. The king’s chief minister, Haman, grew furious when Mordecai refused to bow to him. Haman tricked the king into signing an irreversible royal decree to slaughter all Jews across the empire on a single day. Mordecai challenges Ester to step up , telling her that if she remained silent, deliverance would arise from somewhere else, but asking: "Who knoweth whether thou art come to the kingdom for such a time as this?" Esther 4:14 (KJV). Esther fasted for three days along with her people. Breaking royal protocol…which carried an automatic death penalty…she walked uninvited into the inner court to see the king, declaring, "If I perish, I perish." The king extended his golden scepter to spare her life. Through a series of cleverly planned banquets, Esther exposed Haman's plot to the king. Haman was executed, Mordecai was promoted, and the Jews were given the right to defend themselves, a victory celebrated to this day through the Jewish feast of Purim. This was all part of her identity in Christ for child of God we all got one if we search with and through God you will find your identity that God sees you in as well as created you to be for we are each fearfully and wonderfully made as well as He knew you in the womb but your true identity can only be unlocked by Him…pray for Him to show you the hidden that the majority do not see and child of God He will…pray that God takes you further in Him then the majority are willing to go and child of God HE WILL🗝️🚪🙏🏼🪽👆🏼✝️🩸 My wilderness story has taught me so much not only about who I am in Christ, not only trained me, it not only gave me my authority in Christ, but most importantly my wilderness period I’m still in but is coming to a close has brought me so close to a God that was misrepresented to me…to a God that was showed to me either knowingly by others with intent or unknowingly by others as well as me allowing others to do this for my own ignorance of how they saw Him God to be and my wilderness period was God putting me in a place where only He could help me…only He was there…only He could make a way….only His strategies would work…where only His truth His light was all I could hear and see…it put me in a place where I got to see who my God was specifically for me as well as how others are missing out on truly knowing God personally as well as what He can do in your life and so much more!🪽👆🏼✝️🩸 Now after a certain time of the wilderness training… once God knew I was where I needed to be He brought me out of utter isolation to sing His song as His willing instrument of who He truly is and how not only Him but how His words His truth have been represented wrongly knowingly as well as unknowingly and I pray specifically daily in the way God has showed me to pray that I do this with Him only working in, through, and out of me for His honor for His glory till I take my last breath…I will sing of how wonderful how mighty how supernatural He is, I will sing of His love and His righteous anger, I will sing of His mercies as well as Him as my defender, I will sing praises both in song as well as words of how great our God is and will daily sing of His light His truth🎶🙌🏼🌞✨🌕🕯️There is no turning back for me and honestly after all He’s done for me all He’s showed me there’s nothing nor no one I would or will turn back from Him for… for all I want is Him and what He wants for me as well as for what He wants in my life🎶🙌🏼 Wings up child of God🪽👆🏼✝️🩸 Do you have a wilderness story? Have you searched for God outside of what others tell you who He is? Is He truly first above all things? Have you fully surrendered all things to Him? Do you ask for Him to show you His hidden? Do ask for Him to take you further than the majority are willing to go? Have you asked Him to show you show you your identity as well as your authority in Him? Have you asked Him to show you your spiritual gifts?….your callings on your life by Him? Something all as well as I should continually ponder as well as pray on🙏🏼💭 ~Amanda♥️🪽🌞✨🌕🕯️✝️👆🏼
