Fires of Healing

09/04/2024

Warning: Long post alert!

There have been a lot of changes that God has been making in me lately, and He is bringing so much restoration to what the enemy had stolen me. He is doing a deeper work in me that is bringing forth much transformation. You may have already noticed some of these changes, as I have become more social and active on social media. Truthfully, I never really was an introvert. Due to lies about myself that I believed, combined with trauma and pain, this became part of my identity. Now that God has healed that, He is bringing me out of my shell to become who He initially made me to be.

I would like to take the time to open a portion of my life up to you to share with you the wonderful journey and complete turnaround that the Lord is now bringing about.

For those of you who know me and my family, about 11 years ago when we moved from Ohio to Texas, we unknowingly moved into a house that was terribly infested with Stachybotrys, also known as black mold, which is highly toxic, and can be fatal. We lived in that home for 6 months. It destroyed our health and lives in ways that we never thought that it would. My husband became so sick that he hardly had the strength to walk 100 feet, much less continue working. I became the main and only income bearing in our family, which sent me on the journey of trying to find supplemental income through MLM’s and network marketing. However, these never really worked out because of poor sales tactics that they would teach, such as spamming family and friends, going hard after sales and not relationships, and those in the elite statuses would keep their success tips to themselves because they were more concerned with fame and fortune than honor and humility.

As my husband battled with his health, he spent countless hours in research trying to find a solution to detoxing the mold that was plaguing his system. We spent hundreds and thousands of dollars in supplements and visiting natural health practitioners trying to address the symptoms and problems that our battered bodies now experienced. We dealt with acute heavy metal toxicity, food sensitivities, chemical sensitivities, chronic candida, SIBO, migranes, parasites, fatigue, lethargy, weakness, brain fog, thyroid issues, hypoglycemia, and so much more. A few supplements that we tried helped, but the majority of them did not. Many of the health practitioners would help us with certain aspects that we struggled with, but it was a very slow healing process.

My husband continued his research, and he also learned much invaluable information from the practitioners that we visited, especially from one that we visited in McKinney, Texas. While some issues still persisted, we have made a lot of improvement in our health, and we are much better now than where we started. Also in this process, God has also been healing us of emotional wounds, past traumas, and delivering us from spiritual bo***ge that was in our family line. It has been through all of these things that we have made so much progress. Now over the last month, God has been giving us the additional missing pieces that we needed to really turn our health around. I am noticing that even after just 3 weeks, I have been having better sleep, more energy, a better mood, improved gut health, more mental clarity, and more! I cannot wait to see what further transformation I receive as I continue implementing the protocols I have been using. I have never experienced breakthough like this before, and I’m so thankful to finally be walking out my healing recovery.

It is because of this process that my family and I have gone through that I have come to know how important it is to understand the significance on how deeply connected our emotions and spirit are with our physical being. Addressing the root issue of our health is not simply physical. It is also emotional and spiritual. We are fearfully and wonderfully made, and God made us to be a triune being. Science has long proven the physical implications of our emotional state, and how our body is effect by our emotions. Unresolved negative emotions can be stored in the human body and remain there until they are resolved. It is equally important to realize when there may be spiritual bo***ge either over ourselves or in our family line that need to be dealt with. In order for us to truly approach health and wellness from a Christian holistic perspective, each one of these things need to be addressed.

I have a passion to see the people around me experience holistic health and wholeness. I want people to be free from past hurts and traumas, from physical ailments, and from all spiritual bo***ge. Often times when I see companies, ministries, organizations, or natural practitioners offering their services it is rarely in a truly holistic approach. Each of them offer a vital part, but I haven’t seen them combine all three parts, the body, soul, and spirit, into one integrated approach. This is something that I feel is desperately needed for people to discover the breakthrough that they are searching for, and it is a practice that I hope to eventually do. I am not sure what this looks like, and I still have many questions on how this will be done effectively and efficiently, but I know as time goes on God will provide the resources and the connections need to bring this into fruition.
At this present time, I am sharing with my community the tools and information that I have presently. I will be posting about things that I believe in and that I know will help some of you along in your journey for health and wellness. I definitely know I do not have all of the answers, nor do I think I ever will, but I know that I have answers to many root issues that some of you face and it will help you to find breakthrough.

Some of these things I will be earning a commission from, but some I will not. I am not doing this just to supplement income, I am doing this because I suffered for over 10 years without a clue at how to get my life back. There were days where I felt miserable and where life felt like a living hell, because of how much I suffered. I accumulated a lot of emotional baggage from my childhood and early adult life, and there was a time where depression and suicidal thoughts were all too common for me. I know what it’s like to just constantly feel stuck and I hated life because every area of my life was broken due to my own issues and because of spiritual bo***ge. God has helped me to overcome all of these things, and I am on my way to physical wholeness as well. I want to bring you the same freedom that the Lord has given me. “To whom much is given, much will be required” (Luke 12:48). God has given me an abundance of wisdom, knowledge, understanding, and healing, and I want to give that back to you.

If you are looking to get your life back again, or if you feel stuck and you don’t know how to find your way out, please message me. We will pray for you, seek the Lord’s direction, and find a path to a solution to give you the breakthrough that you need. God bless you, and if you have stuck around this long to read until this point thanks so much for reading! I can’t wait to hear from you!!

01/26/2014

I can't wait to see the increase of the power of the Holy Spirit manifesting this year and I keep getting the feeling that the people are going to find many new giftings/annointings to walk into and that new calls are going out to many of those faithful to spend time and intimacy with the Lord in these days. New levels of authority and positions are being given out as people respond to this situation. He's saying "Keep asking, seeking, and knocking for those things that you desire of Me and do not become weary of the process of the walk into holiness for it is in this that you will see My Glory and the things that you desire."

06/22/2012

Sorry about the lack of Updates recently, been crazy busy with wedding planning which is going to culminate this Sunday. God Bless all of you and have a great weekend yourselves!

06/17/2012

Another awesome snippet of a message from Art
Katz.

The character of this body is tempered, disciplined and sacrificial. It is authentically submitted to authority resident in the body, which is identified by the anointing and call and not by ecclesiastical office, whether humanly or religiously obtained by credentials. The issue of authority is recognition, and the submission to such is critical to the whole character of a body of that kind. If we continue to be autonomous, self-willed individualities that will come on Sunday, but make our own decisions, plans, and programs and not even notify or ask, then the power of darkness do not take us seriously. They know when we are submitted to the Lord. If that submission is only superficial, if we have insulated ourselves from it, if there is something in us that does not want to come under an authority because we see its defect, then that body lacks the apostolic character that commands the respect and acknowledgment of the powers of darkness. We have got to take the risk of submission to authorities whose lives may well be lacking in one aspect or another. They will always continue to lack, except they be with us in the reality of a body, because the sheep as well as the shepherds are ministered to in the church. We have no excuse to withhold our submission to the authority that God has invested in the body through men.

06/17/2012

Can you see what we have been trafficking in? Most of are unable to discern whether a prophecy that we are hearing is of the Spirit or of man. That kind of dubious, hazy condition can no longer be tolerated in an hour that has come, where there is a deep seriousness of God needed in the church. For our purpose and call, we need to hear from God in critical moments through a word of prophecy, a tongue, an interpretation, or a word of wisdom. We need the operation of the gifts of the Spirit now, in the context that God has always intended.
-Art Katz

Just read this today and it hit me how true this statement actually is..

05/24/2012

A.W. Tozer noted years ago that without the ministry of the Holy Spirit, 95% of what the early church did would have ceased. He went on to say that if the Spirit were removed today, 95% of what we do in the modern church would continue unabated.

05/16/2012

Wind of Change Coming in May
The Wind of Change Coming in May
Doug Addison
May 15, 2012

The month of May brings new alignment with people and resources. God has been arranging things to set you up in a good way! This is a month to meet some of these new connections… they are starting now. This new alignment is not just with people but also with new resources to help get you into this new time of your life.

Out with the old and in with the new
It is time to do spiritual spring-cleaning and clean out the closet of old seasons and methods that once worked but no longer have life! You have already grown out of some old ways. As you look back at them feel free to discard what once worked but has now lost its effectiveness. Make room for God to bring you the new!

“Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.” Isaiah 43:18-19

Over the past couple of weeks I found myself with an urge to clean out my clothes closet. It is spiritually significant!! It is a time to do things differently – try new stuff. As an example, God has been using me to bring fun and laughter to people. I am already an outside-the-box prophetic person. A few weeks ago at a meeting in San Diego I did something new by playing “Love Shack” by the B-52’s as I started praying for people who needed God’s touch. The power of God came with such intensity people got healed: physically, emotionally and spiritually! God wants churches to be “Love Shacks”.

Don’t hold on to old
God is moving strongly in new ways this year. We need to be careful to not hold on to our old passions for God (and the way we do things) as He is doing something new. Years ago I was an avid prophetic intercessor praying and worshipping several hours a day before and after work. Then God called me to start a business that took a lot of my time. I was conflicted: I didn’t pray like I used to because of my work schedule. But that business financed several church plants and launched our ministry over 15 years ago. It also helped me develop the marketplace prophetic tools I needed to go to a new level that I never dreamed was possible.

I nearly missed my appointment with God’s destiny because the new thing required me to change and let go of my extended prayer and worship times.

Spiritual experience
As we start moving into new territories, we may experience some challenges. On April 20th I saw a huge attack of discouragement that was intended to get people to believe they are worthless and not able to change. This was so strong that some people were actually contemplating su***de. The next day I spoke at a church where that very morning one of the leaders committed su***de. I have received many reports that others have tragically done the same. Then in the news we saw the tragic su***de of football player, Junior Seau. Do not give up hope and remember that the greatest storms usually come just before breakthrough.

Prophetic Dream: the Wind of Change starting to blow
I had a dream this month of a strong “wind of change” (not winds of change) that started blowing from the ocean onto land. As it approached It blew up debris so strongly that it was nearly blinding. I watched from a place of safety but was concerned for people. Then a huge battleship crashed into the land hitting buildings. Again I was concerned for the people. In the dream I knew the wind was spiritual, not literal and it was from God.

There is a massive wind of change that is finally coming. This spiritual climate shift is happening in order to blow away the things in our lives that have held us back. It will remove things we have “battled” with in the past. As long as we are in the place that God has called us, we will be safe. God is blowing away debris and preparing us now for a dramatic change.

We need to embrace the changes that are coming and not be afraid. Fight the discouragement because over the next few months there will be several waves of turn around. It’s time to be encouraged – not discouraged! Wind of change starts in mid-May.

Wounded warriors being revived
As the wind of change begins to blow, it will revive many people who have been wounded by negative Christians and church experiences. Many wounded warriors have been taken out of action in the Kingdom of God by “friendly fire” or attacks from other Christians. These wounded warriors will play a strong role in this next move of God. I saw many wounded warriors lying on the Kingdom battlefield with no one to attend to their wounds. Then the wind of change blew life into them. They were strengthened and began to rise up with new vision.

Ten years of blessing coming now
Last year I talked about how God is repaying us for things that have been stolen over the past nine years. Well, not only are stolen things being return to you but also God is blessing people right now for all the good done for others. This is a time to reap what you have sown (not in a bad way). God is blessing people and allowing us to harvest right now for all the good things that we have done for others over the past ten years. This is similar to Newton’s Third Law of Motion, “for every action there is an equal and opposite reaction.” When you give or do something positive for someone else, it creates an equal reaction in your own life. Watch for things like unexpected checks in the mail, phone calls from people from your past bringing new connections, smiles on children you’ve touched, maybe even new clothes for the emptied space in your closet, etc.

Watch Denver, Colorado
The tragedy at Columbine High School is being healed and a new movement with young people is starting. The very reason that the enemy started attacking the youth is because they are about to rise up and be part of a massive move of God on earth. Something new is starting right now.

One Take-Away: Look for Your New Thing
Let God show you something new even today or this week. You and God can partner in a new way for your future as you find the New will inspire action and next steps. Enjoy the ride with God! it is such exciting time to be alive.

03/13/2012

The Lord just said that Today is a day that I am releasing new showers upon the land. Showers to bless, strengthen and uphold the weary and the broken down and the downtrodden. My tender mercies will overcome and overpower their situations and my blessing will roll down upon them.

Ezekiel 34:26-31"I will make them and the places all around My hill a blessing; and I will cause showers to come down in their season; there shall be showers of blessing. "Then the trees of the field shall yield their fruit, and the earth shall yield her increase. They shall be safe in their land; and they shall know that I [am] the LORD, when I have broken the bands of their yoke and delivered them from the hand of those who enslaved them. "And they shall no longer be a prey for the nations, nor shall beasts of the land devour them; but they shall dwell safely, and no one shall make [them] afraid. "I will raise up for them a garden of renown, and they shall no longer be consumed with hunger in the land, nor bear the shame of the Gentiles anymore. "Thus they shall know that I, the LORD their God, [am] with them, and they, the house of Israel, [are] My people," says the Lord GOD.' " "You are My flock, the flock of My pasture; you [are] men, [and] I [am] your God," says the Lord GOD.

02/29/2012

This is pretty crazy and twisted but I think it is actually a great argument for the banning of abortion. I believe that by the way they are talking they're saying that if we allow abortions to take place then ethically we should allow this to take place because of the understanding of what defines an entity as a person is the same for a newborn infant as it is for a fetus. I would actually say that they are subliminally using this as an arguement against abortion by pointing out the absurdities of the necessary ethics arguements that has to take place to make it viable.
Really what is the difference between Abortion and Infanticide?

Two ethicists working with Australian universities argue in the latest online edition of the Journal of Medical Ethics that if abortion of a fetus is allowable, so to should be the termination of a newborn. Alberto Giubilini with Monash University in Melbourne and Francesca Minerva at the Centre for...

02/22/2012

Hahaha! Had an interesting revelation just recently. I was laying with worship music on and just as I was on the verge of falling asleep the song "open the floodgates of Heaven" came on. I wasn't really listening to it because my consciousness was mostly turned off, however as the song played and the singer sang the lyrics "open the floodgates of Heaven" my spirit said "Forget 'open the floodgates of Heaven', break the freaking floodgates open!" I opened my eyes and chuckled a bit at what I had just said.
After talking with Tom about it later it actually made a lot of sense. Opening something implies that it can be shut, and it isn't God's desire that His Spirit, presence and glory be cut off from us. However, this is in response to our actions and how much we pursue Him. He will come as close to us as we are willing to let Him. God will not hold back Himself from us if we fervently seek after Him. Breaking something implies that was broken cannot be shut up again unless it is repaired. So why would we sing about God simply opening the floodgates when we were meant to have a continuous flow??? This is God's desire for us to continue to walk in the FULLNESS of His presence. These revivals that we have had where God's Spirit has flooded the earth were not meant to be temporary but were meant to last. As of now, we are on the verge of the next Great Awakening and instead of God just "opening the floodgates", He is going to break them open so there will be a constant flow of Him. And where there is Him there are healings and miracles and signs and wonders and transformations. Where there is Him there is His Kingdom. What was meant to be on earth in the beginning. This is not something that was meant to be cut off but to be a part of our everyday lives, and the only way it will be closed up is by our lack of searching it out. Only when we do not seek after Him and His desires with our full heart will we see the flood waters of His presence closed up.

02/14/2012

Just got a brand new revelation of God as the Lord of Hosts (the Heavenly Armies) and wow!!! All I have to say is shaking uncontrollably at the knees and feeling the Fear of the Lord.

Amo 4:13 For, behold, I am he that strengthens the thunder, and creates the wind, and proclaims to men his Christ, forming the morning and the darkness, and mounting on the high places of the earth, The Lord God of Hosts is his name.

02/13/2012

U don't just deserve better....U deserve BEST! Don't entertain or accept anything or anyone less than ur birthright! Today live on purpose! -Dexter James