08/18/2022
Jama Park: This is my testimony about Jesus healing me! My first song the name of it is Jesus healed me. Please keep in mind as you read this post, I'm doing this for the Lord and I'm nothing without him. I was diagnosed with cancer I think the year was 1998.I had four beautiful children that I wanted to watch and be there for them. Their dad and I worked different shifts, so they were being raised by parents. anyways I worked 12-hour shifts at a small hospital and halfway through my shift I would start having lower back pains.so I made an appointment to see a dr.in Abilene close by.so I went, and he did an exam and blood work. The nurse said when the results came back, they would call. A few days later they called and said, the doctor wants you to come in, we can't tell you anything over the phone. This was like a Friday when they called. And I think it was Monday when I had the appointment. So, I had a few days to wait on what is going on with me! So, the day came to go in and the nurse sent me to the doctor's room for a meeting. In my mind I knew som**hing is not good. So, he tells me he wants a biopsy. Ok .so a few days we did that. Then the office calls me and said the doctor wants to talk to you. So, I went back, and he said it's not good. He looked at me and said I hope it's ok, but I have talked to a cancer doctor in Ft. Worth, and I highly recommend him. He then said he had talked to some doctors around Abilene, and they said they couldn't guarantee me that they could get all the cancer.so I set there thinking wow I have stage 4 cervical cancer! So, I told him OK please set it up and I will go there. We go home with this on our plate plus thinking the whole time. I don’t need to panic in front of the kids! Just a lot going through my mind. I was raised in a church that believes in healings. But I was dealing with what if my time is finished, I knew God Holds the future!! So anyways this was just som**hing's that was going on in my mind.
I’m going to go to the day before my surgery. I was home alone. sometimes I would put in a cassette tape and sing. and when I would sing in church, I would ask the lord to please use me I want to help people, and don’t let them see me. This day I put the song in about healing hands.
I sing it I felt his presence and he said this healing is for you! I was at peace knowing he was with me! I had no worries then, I said lord for the healing I promise I will share what you did for me! This has been years ago, but I will never forget what he did for me, also the day of my surgery after I was put in a room, the doctor came in and said you are a miracle! We did the surgery in less time than what we thought it would be and we see where the cancer had been!!! It wasn’t there, they agreed I was healed! They said I was a miracle. Through all of that there are so many people that prayed for me and my family. God blessed me with a huge family that loves him!! There were people that brought food over, visited, watched my children gave money. I want to thank Haskell and Rule Texas for showing how Gods people stick together! I want to thank a lady name Terri Lynn. She recently touched base with me. She seen where I wanted to write songs. She said the lord had laid me on her heart. She has been mentoring me for a few months now on getting my song out. She is also the co-writer of this song. She is from Nashville Tennessee. She is the host of USAGEM at Nashville coffee. I'm excited that my husband is by my side helping me write and being a huge support! Love you all and thanks for following this journey with us! I wanted to add a little more to this, the song that I wrote is about my healing and if you need a healing, I'm praying for you. Have faith that he is our healer and your never alone!