08/28/2015
There has been lots of opportunities for me to say "Thank You, LORD" recently. There are many reasons everyday to give thanks; but, recently I have started seeing 'a shift' in things, circumstances, opportunities and I can see God working in my life. There are things that are so close, so personal.. things that I learned required ME to step up, open my eyes, and take responsibility for not being in alignment with the way God designed life. He has 'told me' that I have freewill... and I do. Gee, what we do with that! Like kids left alone at times...
Once I accepted my 'piece of the crumbled cookie' and repented, stepped back and asked God to step in to the broken areas, and I started WORKING (yep it isn't easy) on 'holding back - not jumping in to fix', then things started to shift. I am seeing God's work in my life... witnessing His answers. Much of this is just me 'not jumping in'... I am learning to hold back, pray, and watch Him do His thing, which is miraculous. I am the kind to DO... I don't hold back when I think something needs to move. I have learned this trait blocks others from experiencing God jumping in and doing His thing which leads to peace, joy, knowing and trusting Him. This has been a hard lesson for a 'go-getter, a juggler, a person who jumps in'.
I am in absolute amazement over God's movement in my life as soon as I shifted my thinking and became willing to seek His will. Obedience to Him and His plans is something I am constantly working on... I AM a work in progress... but I am seeing the benefits as I am striving to rethink the process I usually go through. I am working on having a chat with Him prior to jumping in... VERY HARD for me. But, OH, the blessings and rewards!