02/24/2022
I’ve sat with 29 for a month now, really reflecting on how I feel approaching my 3rd decade. I like to take my life in decades, from 10 to 20 what changed? ALOT. I learned alot about what it was to be an adult, to work hard for what you need, to provide for others that aren’t yourself. From 20 to 30 what changed? A LOT. I learned self care, self love, and pouring from full cups. I learned that I have an abundance of love that doesn’t necessarily have to be reserved for one person. That mothering is a beautiful gift but also one of life’s curses. I’ve been many people in this life time, worn many hats and at this point have a really strong sense of self but I know stagnation, the lack of growth, a decreased appetite to learn and experience life can be sudden death. I’ve always ran from stagnation, having set ways, and politics (lol it’s all nonsense). I change the things I can and live with what I can not, but I have a lot of power. I can and do change alot within and outside of myself. 30, my third decade is about honing in and making the most use out of that power. I heal through love, understanding, empathy, and a soft guiding hand led by the universe and my ancestors. All things the world really needs. 🕊💛
